Hell yeah. i'm still here. 

spent the night reading some random blog, vlog, videos @ youtube, doing chemistry, staring into space, imagineing ju-on boy popping up beside me (dont ask me why! i've got crazy imagination!), watching Charlie
 on youtube, take a peek there, eating doughnut, drinking chamomile tea, uploading pictures onto Facebook.  after listening to manuela rave on about Charlie, i went to watch some and i am, slightly hooked. so i dunno, guess i did it. fuck man. time slipped by w/o me noticing, except the occasional beep of the digital watch hiding in some unknown corner where no one could see but everyone could hear. i dont know why i just cussed. shit. it's bloody SIX AYE AM EEN DER MORN BABE. must sleep soon. oh right. i wanted to say something.