sometimes things like this makes me feel so vulnerable. i dont like the feeling of being pressured, i believe no one does. this little things that keeps me afraid, like a child afraid of jumping right into the pool, afraid of the depth, of the darkness. of course, to know th joys you must first have the bravery to jump i right? right. but maybe, i'm just a coward. scardy cat kinda thing. crying doesn't help me, no. it just makes my eyes shrink to a smaller size. but sometimes the release can be just so... undescribable. i got a confession babeh. wanna hear? some are afraid of the big bad wolf. i'm just afraid of relationships ):
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like a child afraid of the bogeyman, i'm afraid. idk, maybe i should become a nun or sonething. haha. great joke eliz, great joke.

wo zhen de bu dong, wei she me wo zhe me pa. pa she me? ta dou bu chi ren. ta ma de. wo dong ni du bu dong. sua. i'm so emo today. haha. i'll wear red tmr.

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