havent been speaking to many people, mainly because i'm not feeling quite so well, very moodless and all, didn't wanna influence you guys as well, with my bad as flu kind of emo black cloud hanging over my heart. sounds very corn hor, but ya. so it's bad. 

just came back from Malaysia, thought it might help to loosen up the knots fucking stuck in me, but noooooo. worked for a while, went to Neway, karoke my peas away, sing like a SCB, felt pretty good (:. then when the monotonuous afternoon dragged on, my thoughts drifted again. sitting on the swings, i watch life rolls by as dark clouds gathers in the skies above. 

FYYNBCB, TMFW? YAYFSG.

:| Wishlist is growing longer by the days. wishes are getting more and more absurd. but it's mine to wish for, so don't say a word, darling. 

Sick of being sick :| low. immune. system. man. low, low, low low low low low low. 

will try to cheer up soon, goodbye my lover.