spent the day with my scissors (shawn boy) at jp, walking around to find a.. mystery item. then we went to eat food.. plenty of food. i ate a lot today, eating when i'm hungry and when i'm not hungry. like... fcking a lot. i bought a new pouch for all my ningningnongnongs! yay (: so happy. celebrated aly's surprise birthday at vivo, haha pretty funny. we wanted to light the candle for the cake. then we realized that none of us are smokers. so noone had a lighter. so i had to go and borrow from a stranger sitting on the steps. haha. nice guys. thank goodness for him. then when we went up the stairs, aly saw us and was.. stunned. haha. her expression was priceless. hurhurhur.

soooo. quite a crazy day. pictures are all in aly's nikon/ canon. throughout the day, texted jonpig a.k.a superman, so fcking funny, he texted me halfway and fell asleep, what a pig. haha.

Your face, the face i thought i knew so well, was so different on the day, it was someone else, i reckon, with your face mask on with a twist. 

Troubled times, troubled mind. dont know what to do, how to tell them how i feel, how to tell them what i wanna say. what i think comes out different, words i say cut through them like the sharpest knife. when i pause to ponder, words that i say revealed their double edginess, fufilling their roles, and i get cut too. wrong thing said at the wrong time, impulse, impulse, impulse. followed by regrets? aplenty.

Your words with hidden messages, your hints i catch but they slipped thru' my fingers like water would. i try to grasp their meaning, sadly, to no avail. tell me straight, what you say? running out of my mind.