no time to use. bleh. school's been.. wow k. week one is over, finally. so far it's been promising :)

doing some very interesting things in our random classrooms/lecture theatres/whathaveits. light switches, binary numbers, COMTECH, oh yeah. i like. saw some Hg students over the span of five days. and i go home everyday with different people. HAHA. very full of shit right? monday danny and co., tuesday beeying, and so on.. kinda forgot the rest la. :].

getting to school early is so tough. probability of getting enough sleep is low. getting on bus 185 at 6.45am is impossible. so i gave up trying. gonna take bus/mrt/bus from now on, to school. uphill/downhill's killing my legs. constantly aching. struggling along in ELTECH is tough. physics much.

BUT on the bright/fried side, classmates are mostly pleasant, yes.  math is in my life again. getting a lot of excercise. have a group of rowdy/noisy friends. and early dismissals are great too. and 15 minutes break. (i think we took our break too seriously. we went out of campus. hahaha.) and funny teachers. and having subway in school kinda rock, even if i havent had the chance to have it due to its popularity. Subway cookies FTW. Get to meet Noel almost everyday too! : D! Missed her sooooo much. having her in the same school is sooo great, she's like my guardian angel k. she tip me on everything and anything under the sun.. she lend me her textbooks (yay to saving money : D) that cost like ave. $15 per book. im just gauging. gosh. gauging is such an ugly word. bleh. 

Sometimes,the things you say hurts even if i dont say it does. yes, ms put-on-a-strong-front. what happened to break down and cry? i hate you and your moodswings. YOU. read. 

Worked today @ 1PD. With Isaac the siaokia. went straight to 1PD after school ends at 5.. and only got there on the dot. Didnt get my clothes, so Isaac went to my house to get it for me (: many many thanky. or i confirm late. even if i cab. work was whining session/update on how's school going and how classmates are....amongst sign ups and top ups.  working on Sunday *stabs self* too. So i guess i cant go out tomorrow until i finish my homework/assignments/tutorials. HELL LOT. watch me gag. *breathe* think about the money. pocket money. clothes. shoes. laptop bag. wdv.  

Mistake? dont know. 

confused? much. 

Dont know if i can keep moving along.. maybe the tide will bring me down, once and for all. i wonder if i am doing the right thing, juggling like an untrained clown. the balls fall, one after another.

missingy.

x.