Repeatedly, i tell myself not to wake up and hope you'll be there.
somedays, my thoughts just wander right next to you.

Nothing much to update. watched ponyo, excellent movie. gg t watch Ice age 3. Final examinations are starting in a few weeks' time, and i've been slacking behind =\
missing school and all. have been sleeping late everyday, waking up at 3pm or later. trying to break the habit, to no avail.

sissy's starting work!!!!!!!
excited for her. but her work-place like fucking far la. she must travel for an hour plus.
one thing good's that she'll be having music with her. so time will pass wee bit faster.

went to jovin's house just now, havent been there since i was a KID. i think i can count one two fingers the number of times i've been there.

worked on Mon and Tues. watched Up in 3D on Monday then went to work. not much of a diff, i actually prefer the normal version to the 3D version. my leg's swell is not going away, got bitten by mozzies and the swelled like a balloon. applied aloe vera to it, slowly it's going away.

Need money! ): work's money is not enough. thinking of getting one more job. i've already spent my salary before i even got the cheque. =\

Money's sch trouble.must spend less.

Gah. math.bye. safe.

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I've got a story to share. got it from an email from a friend (:
thought i should share it. kind of dont like forwarding emails much.

The man slowly looked up. This was a woman clearly accustomed to the finer things of life. Her coat was brand new. She looked like she had never missed a meal in her life. His first thought was that she wanted to make fun of him, like so many others had done before.

"Leave me alone," he growled.

To his amazement, the woman continued standing there. She was smiling, her even white teeth displayed in two dazzling rows.

"Are you hungry?" she asked.

"No," he answered sarcastically. "I've just finished dining with the president.. Now go away."

The woman's smile became even broader.

Suddenly the man felt a gentle hand under his arm.

"What are you doing, lady?" the man asked angrily. "I said to leave me alone."

Just then a policeman came up.

"Is there any problem, ma'am?" he asked.

"No problem here, officer," the woman answered. "I'm just trying to get this man to his feet. Will you help me?"

The officer scratched his head. "That's old Jack. He's been a fixture around here for a couple of years. What do you want with him?"

"See that cafeteria over there?" she asked. "I'm going to get him something to eat and get him out of the cold for a while."

"Are you crazy, lady?" old Jack resisted. "I don't want to go in there!" Then he felt strong hands grab his other arm and lift him up.

"Let me go, officer. I didn't do anything.."

"This is a good deal for you, Jack," the officer answered. "Don't blow it."

Finally, and with some difficulty, the woman and the police officer got old Jack into the cafeteria and sat him at a table in a remote corner. It was the middle of the morning, so most of the breakfast crowd had already left and the lunch crowd had yet arrived.

The manager strode across the cafeteria and stood by the table.

"What's going on here, officer?" he asked."What is all this, is this man in trouble?"

"This lady brought this man in here to be fed," the policeman answered.

"Not in here!" the manager replied angrily. "Having a person like that here is bad for business."

Old Jack smiled a toothless grin. "See, lady. I told you so. Now if you'll let me go. I didn't want to come here in the first place."

The woman turned to the cafeteria manager and smiled.

"Sir, are you familiar with Eddy and Associates, the banking firm down the street?"

"Of course I am," the manager answered impatiently. "They hold their weekly meetings in one of my banquet rooms."

"And do you make a good amount of money providing food at these weekly meetings?"

"What business is that of yours?"

"I, sir, am Penelope Eddy, president and CEO of the company."

"Oh..."

The woman smiled again.. "I thought that might make a difference."

She glanced at the cop who was busy stifling a laugh. "Would you like to join us in a cup of coffee and a meal, officer?"

"No thanks, ma'am," the officer replied. "I'm on duty.."

"Then, perhaps, a cup of coffee to go?"

"Yes, ma'am. That would be very nice."

The cafeteria manager turned on his heel.

"I'll get your coffee for you right away, officer."

The officer watched him walk away.
"You certainly put him in his place," he said.

"That was not my intention. Believe it or not, I have a reason for all this."

She sat down at the table across amazed old Jack. She stared at him intently.

"Jack, do you remember me?"

Old Jack searched her face with his old, rheumy eyes. "I think so- I mean, you do look so familiar."

"I'm a little older perhaps," she said. "Maybe I've even filled out more than in my younger days when you worked here, and I came through that very door, cold and hungry."

"Ma'am?" the officer said questioningly. He couldn't believe that such a magnificent looking woman could ever have been hungry.

"I was just out of college," the woman began. "I had come to the city looking for a job, but I couldn't find anything. Finally I was down to my last few cents and had been kicked out of my apartment. I walked the streets for days. It was February and I was cold and nearly starving. I saw this place and walked in, hoping that I could get something to eat."

Jack's face lit up with a smile. "Now I remember," he said.. "I was behind the serving counter. You came up and asked me if you could work for something to eat. I said that it was against company policy."

"I know," the woman continued. "Then you made me the biggest roast beef sandwich that I had ever seen, gave me a cup of coffee, and told me to go over to this very corner table and enjoy it. I was afraid that you would get into trouble. Then, when I looked over and saw you putting money out of your own pockets into the cash register, I knew then, that everything would be all right."

"So you started your own business?" Old Jack said.

"I got a job that very afternoon. I worked my way up. Eventually I started my own business that, with the help of God, prospered..."

She opened her purse and pulled out a business card. "When you are finished here, I want you to pay a visit to a Mr. Lyons. He's the personnel director of my company. I'll go talk to him now and I'm certain he'll find something for you to do around the office."

She smiled. "I think he might even find the funds to give you a little advance so that you can buy some clothes and get a place to live until you get on your feet. If you ever need anything, my door is always open to you."

There were tears in the old man's eyes. "How can I ever thank you?" he asked.

"Don't thank me," the woman answered. "To God goes the glory. He led me to you."

Outside the cafeteria, the officer and the woman paused at the entrance before going their separate ways.

"Thank you for all your help, officer," she said.

"On the contrary, Ms. Eddy," he answered. Thank you. I saw a miracle today, something that I will never forget. And...And thank you for the coffee."

When God leads you to the edge of the cliff, trust Him fully and let go.
Only one of two things will happen, either He'll catch you when you fall, or He'll teach you how to fly.

God is so big He can cover the whole world with his Love, and yet so small He can curl up inside your heart.

God closes doors no man can open & God opens doors no man can close.

Long email. but a nice story.

*****

Went to IMM for lunch-dinner with Steve. was craving for pastamania while working the previous night, and zhixian told me that there is a new outlet at IMM, closest to my house, so i decided to go there. to find that there is no pastamania!!! sad or what. was just mad craving for Chicken cheese salsicca. but ): sad.
so we settled for Cafe cartel. food was alright, serving was huge. only finished half-ish. still got a craving for pastamania. ):.
irritating. anyway.
i really like Singapore's 2009 theme song! go search on imeem.com: what do you see.

and! i just did my nailz. blue and needed t do something to cheer meself up. so im orange!

dont dare to take a close up pict cuz it looks kind of off now. must see tmr. it'll look better.

i also chopped off half my bangs!

was with aly few nights back.. watched UP at JP. good show. catch it! i'm gonna watch it again with steve.

kay. gotta go. math!

Control.

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I cant believe. i just got a invite to friendster. gosh.

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I know i havent been blogging right.

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Hello weekend!

:} 

Saturday. not going out. staying at home to complete assignments and all. had one test and one quiz this week! passed both, one exceedingly well. 

got 85% on EEPS test- though some would say it's a no kick easy peasy test to pass, this is the module which i've been depressed over. this is one module which i couldnt understand for weeks. and i got it :D thus, 85%. best news ever. 

the quiz on Engmec was quite. disappointing. as usual i focused too much on the tougher subject that i forgot how to do the simpler ones. BOO. but a pass is better than none so.

past week's been filled with highs and lows, cant say it's been down in dumps cuz friends are there to support when i fall back. feeling bad cuz i snapped at danny and suren during engmec (when i was studying like crazy for EEPS.)  DANNY MY NANNY. :} my best friend. hehe. and suren my haribo partner.

we've been going out to makan for our long breaks... becuz Wilson's got a car :) so damn convenient laaaaa. last thursday everyone left their bags in the car and walked to bt food centre. i think we had ten odd people, obviously cant fit all in, so fit their bags and off we go. i took the car cuz i am lazy and lazy. yay. then yesterday too, lesser people so we squeeze into the car and went to eat at clementi.. then went to city vibe to kiakia. got the boys excited over the arcade. Jonathan wasted 4 bucks on the soft toy machine. then a dollar on the fighting game machine. it's been ages since i last stepped into an arcade. bad memories. 

working tomorrow, same place. moooooolah. my not spending scheme seems to be working, i only took money from the wall once this week. 

need to do the consession thing again soon! i forgot when i last did it *frowns*

a few mondays ago i think. 

Auden, is it now, my Tasmanian Devil? - The secret of lost things by Sheridan Hay.

Been reading this book for ages. reading really slowly cuz i dont really have all the time in the world. anymore.

Oh! and my parents went down to school to sign the TGS already! 

When we talk, the world is forgotten, along with time. with curiousity, i asked you what they said. and with regrets, we both wondered. you asked me a question, and i pushed it away with a you know it's not gonna happen. how i wished something would. with solemn eyes, you looked at me, and my heart broke twice.

(what could've... should've.)

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Sleeping's such bliss :}

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Awesome. i havent use the laptop for 5 days. totally awesome. 

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Many a time, things do not go according to plan.

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Two fifty-two.

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Wa, nabei chui ah. two consecutive chui days makes one feel like.. not moving ever again. today's work was almost non-stop. i only break once, and it was a short toilet break, mind. didn't go for makan cuz i was.. lazy and lazy and dont know what to eat and starving myself and on a diet and lazy and the control. being control is. kind of no break kind of shit. and because i missed several serial numbers, i had to (with the help of Weeyew and Alan, manymanymanymany tx) find eleven numbers i missed. eleven ah? small kick la.. yes, if the kick lands on you ass, easy. eleven out of 204 serial numbers, three diferrent types. was pushing the task as far as i can.. until one hour before we knock off, i decided to put my foot down and do it. 

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Memento mori.

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Three fifteen.

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:B

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Hey you. 

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COWBELLS ;D

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And, and yes. yellow is the new black. idk how long my like/love/fetish with random colors will last. cuz as far as i'm concerned.. YELLOW. DON'T YOU LOVE THE SONG TOO.?! 

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