Toot-toot-toot!

there's nothing to eat in my fridge man. i'm standing and blogging again man.
i feel like eating when i'm bored. so if you don't want to see grow fat over the holidays, CALL/ TEXT/ DRAG me out can.?
don't literally drag k (: be nice.
i went to the library alone yesterday, and it was good, to be alone. with my my music of course.

I need to go to bed soon. bye.

Dominic's superpoking me -.- on msn. helu. he's so bored. haha.

Labels: Amp ^-^, Happypost, Songcraze, Weh random :D

Oh man, i'm so happy, don't ask me why, i can't explain myself either. i'm just happy to.......exist.

Labels: Happypost

Ta-dum. heh heh. i did things that will kill me if i told the world. wahahah.

today's science practical was kinda. serious. i broke a delivery tube. haha. didn't mean it though ):

mrs chua very cute. haha. but she shouted at me. not cute. then she swept the floor (after i broke the tube). very..housewife-ish. ah. whatever.

i'm going to be on a novel hunt in the library soon. with the holidays coming and all.

friends having their n levels, ADD OIL! JIA YOU! KAMPADEH. i know the spelling is wrong! but you get the drift. do your bestest. and don't worry, you'll all pass with flying grades.

Erm. i watched Just Like Heaven again yesterday, righteous. that guy's so cute. heehee.

idk why i'm blogging in weird paragraphings, but it's kinda random, kinda like. i like it ^-^

i like vampire books. like.......... twilight. edward is so. damn. hot. man. if only he exist in real life. oh well.

i had finally sent charlene's overdue long long time botanical photos!

i got damn sudden urge to. read books. but there's none for me to read! noone that are new and intriguing enough, that is.

Amplify in the Cityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. So Excited MARN.

i love spongebob. and patrick.

Labels: Amp ^-^, Songcraze, Weh random :D

Hmmm. i think i have quite a number of regrets in life already. and i have also quite a number of secrets. i wonder if other sixteen years old kiddos had done what i've done. ohhhhhh. i bloody love music. i think i'll die without music. especially p&w. I LOVE AMP OKAY? OKAY?! okay. haha. 'The time has come' can totally wake me up when i'm super tired. like this morning, when i've slept for 3 hours only the previou night. it woke me up. BETTER THAN RED BULL AH!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA. idk what i'm running on now. i think it;s the instant noodle. maybe it's the soup dad made. idk. i'm just growing fat, i think my dad wanna feed me until i burst then i can be his stew. HAHAH. GROSS.
ohohohohohohohoh!

guess what!!!!
i'm gonna donate blood!
Blood :]
so cool right :D can save people's life. anyway, anyone interested, tell me ya? i'll bring you along. it's held in my church on the 14th of september.

i've been thinking, it's gonna be a darn fat needle, ain't it? but, hell. i'm saving lives. must ren (endure) for ppl who need my blood. haha. i dont even know my blood type.

Open our eyes, and let us all see you, you and your wonderous creation as it is.

AIYO. I'M SO COLD. GONNA START SHUFFLING ARD IN THICK WOOLY SOCKS LA. if i have any. i already have big hoodie on. haha. my dad can still walk areound without a shirt on ): wapiangeh. k bye. STUDIEEE AH.

And now i think, i think ever so hard, but i still can't see any way to revive tha. Ah forget it.

AOh. i cut my hair yesterday. i think it makes me look seriously round.

Labels: HAIRCUT, Weh random :D

I feel like sleeping.
i hope to live a day with 100 hours. and i have nothing to do during that 100 hours, and there so happen to be an empty soft queen sized bed with fluffy pillows and puffy bolsters and soft like cream blanket that wont make me feel suffocated underneath it and instead make me feel like i'm floating on air..

i know it's not possible but hey. a girl can dream right?
i dont feel good. in fact, i feel like no one cared any longer. i feel kinda helpless. aww man. i hate this feeling. the music isn't helping!

I want

• new soft bed with new soft pillow and new soft bolster and new cool room and new eyes and new teeth and new money. lots of new money. covering my new cool room's floor. not $2, $50 will do. but a lot of them please.
• I'M FUCKING GOING CRAZY. I NEEEEEED MOTIVATION. I THINK I LOST IT.

Labels: What i want.

Hmm. look. it's wednesday. two more days and it's friday. Will be going for Amp. looking forward to it. Adrian will be leading, hope it'll be fun. will try to be early.

Prelims are starting really soon, like next monday marn. damn. dont feel up to examinations. bah.

My throat still hurts. i ate tom yam just now.
Aiya who cares la. i'm drinking pi pa gao like nobody's business leh. almost half the bottle's gone and
i just bought it yesterday. rawr. it's thick and gooey and...damn delicious.

Ni zhe ke jiao lang. eat eat eat. you're just gonna grow fat hor, dont come crying to me later. bull shit!

i love nor hiang. fried and homemade. i love. bye.

Labels: Rant., Stan speaking :D

Chatting with adrian via msn, he's trying to make me attend mass. not that i don't want to, today just happen to be The-Annoying-Day-When-You -Feel-As-Massive-As-King-Kong. not to put king kong down. Furthermore, i lost my voice, feeling kinda crappy. pretending that my voice is sexy. muahaha. not working. *shakes head.*

Consuming fire fan into flame
A passion for Your Name
Spirit of God fall
in this place
Lord have Your way
Lord have Your way with us

Consuming fire- hillsong

:) i love. Random facts.

i want my USB cable NHAW.
oh! i paint my toenails, red. so girly. feels weird. though i've had this color before.
feels weird to be at home at 9.55am on a Sunday morning.
i love hillsong. i used to dislike them a lot. A LOT.
i'm playing meerca chase II. DAI LA. I'M TURNING INTO A KIDDO!
just as well. i wanna be a teacher in future. (I promise not to wack the little kids!)

Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of
the risen King...Jesus

I'm so happy. i love life. goodbye!

Labels: Happypost, MSNing ^-^, Songcraze, Weh random :D, What i want.

Did you ever felt so helpless in your life, to know that you can't comfort the one you love so much? your pain is mine, as mine is yours, i can't believe i could cry so easily, i never thought i could. looks like i don't know myself so much afterall. when you told me, you hugged me and cried, i hugged you back and griefed with you. i didn't cry for myself, no i didn't, i cried for you. and the pain you carry, and your broken hearted pain that no one should endure, ever. see why i dont trust human love? look what it does to people. just look and see for yourselves. just look.
you are so worthy, he is too stupid, he let go, it's his loss. be strong. don't let this overtake you. be strong. You have to be strong.

I know, i've said it, but you can't hear it, no you can't

Today's a holiday. i slept till.. 12ish and woke up to eat and shower.
have been doing nothing but sleeping and enjoying myself over the past weekend. at malaysia. went to a waterfall, more or less abandoned but who cares, it's still a waterfall. pretty fun, climbed up to the top with sis and nephew. and dad and uncle. 5 of us. the rest of the family stayed at the bottom. when we got back they told us they were battling against.... big fat HOUSEFLIES. EWW. so we left an hour later, me and sist were too lazy to change, just went into our car wet. dad didn't mind :D then we bought like. 3 bags of durians for RM$1o *gasp.* and they were good man. i love ^-^ my parents kept telling relatives that they bought them for a hundred dollars cuz they were so nice. haha. The olympics is so cool man. i'm watching the weight lifting part. so scary. haha. cool too la. i'd never ever do that. can die leh. but then again. people can die even eating or laughing. haha. what the heck. bye.





do you want pictures? hee :D


just some random pictures taken that day. nat day @ botanical garden, not forgotten, just too lazy to post picts. ask me for them if you have your faces in them!

You can only move as fast as whose in front of you And if you assume just like them, what good will it do? So find out for yourself, so your ignorance will stop bleeding through.

(Breathe today.)

Labels: Out., PICTUREZ., Songcraze

I'm in malaysiaaaaaaaa.

went to a waterfall just now. so fun. sist hit her head and nephew hit his bum. haha. i'm going for pizza soon, chaos. i'm celebrating singapore's nat day in malaysia :X what a laugh.

I failed my mock math paper two. it's time i wake up. the A i'm aiming must not slip from my grasp. it's so near, so fing close at hand. im gonna stop using the belardy laptop. and start studying. goodbye.
I'm starting to dislike school. damn.

Labels: School. :)

I'm so frustrated, trying to get away from all the things that i avoid.
(Stop and stare)
Idk, i've told you, and those before that i am scared. Everyone gets scared, i get superscared? idk. it's annoying sometimes, but i think. i just dont like
commitments! Farrrg. KAOBEI LA. WO DE HAMSTER DIE ALREADY LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. the next pet i get will be tortise or something. lives forever huh!!! KAOBEIKIA. i'm so moody today ): and i dont like it.
Today is NMD.

Stop and stare, I think I'm moving but I go nowhere. Yeah I know that everyone gets scared. But I've become what I can't be, oh. Stop and stare. You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there. And you'd give anything to get what's fair. But fair ain't what you really need. Oh, can you see what I see.

Labels: Emorant =\

During recess today, i got quite high with alicia and linny. talking about the performance by some shuai men. there's beatboxing too ^-^. then there's a guy with girl girl voice too. then.


DID I MENTION THAT THE WHOLE CLASS' F&N COURSEWORK GOT F-ING REJECTED? HUH? I MEAN, WHAT THE BIG FAT FUCK?

sidetracked. ya . so after school i came homw. ate food and watch disc 2 of i am legend. while eating. but ending like different leh. theatre version, will smith died. OH BTW HE'S THE HOT OKAY. but in this.. rented disc version, he didn't die. his daughter's cute. daddy, look, it's a butterfly. i wanna watch twilight. but edward like not veh shuai leh. abit like. you know. disappointed. i think i got minor split personality leh. i'm gonna die. bye.

I think i'm going to call my split personality.... Stan. cuz i think it should be a guy. cool hor. inspiration from two faces of my girlfriend. Will smith hao ke ai oh. hahaha.

Amp.! woo hoo.

Labels: Amp ^-^, School. :), Stan speaking :D