jolly fine Bandyaids.
Saturday, July 4, 2009,
23:58
Let's stop pretending, okay?
23:59.
Love the new blogsong.
totally /wrist and fun.
im in the weird mood today. feeling sad when i should be happy, feeling just weird.
webcam session with Yuanxing and Kirk.. we the bored.
Kirk with polo, yx with grape, eliz with a smile.
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Running away doesnt help, the mentality that it would wont go, the fear at the back of my mind unfading, the memory of you permament. stuck, somehow, weird in the most normal way, not that it make sense anyway, since i was the one who said no. remembering the forgotten. bad dreams makes everything feel weird. negativity sits heavily.
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Church tomorrow morning, gonna make it a practice all over again. missing father mike so much. hope he'll visit us somehow, once again. ):.
Labels: Churching :0, Dreams, Emorant =\, PICTUREZ., Songcraze, Uncertainties