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Monday, July 6, 2009, 00:04
Summer lovin'.

I cant believe. i just got a invite to friendster. gosh.
deleted my a/c last year cuz i got bored.. and hooked onto facebook. i got an invite, gosh. dunno why im so shocked too.

*****

Sunday. the sun peeped out for a while.. and then hide for the rest of the day. what a perfect weather for sleep-ins. went to church at 9 am (trying to kick start back my habit to be a regular church goer.. :}), choir, eat, practice, home by 3 pm. fell asleep while reading (Black Rabbit Summer- Kevin Brooks. try it! pretty good.), and woke up at around 7 i think? :}. then cont'd doing IS project *insert CB face* so tired of it. ours quite cock-up alr lah. i think we either fail, or pass miserably.

*****

Isaac came down to find me about an hour ago, think he was bored out of his skull too. talk cock, then he left. talk about the same old stuffs lah. havent seen him in ages also. he thought that there was no school tomorrow =\. cuz youth day. bullshitter. hahahaa. alamak got work tmr sia. =\. need to chiong. gonna a/c yx to lot 1, then kiakia a while, chiong down for work. BULLZ.

looking for ipod case leh. not the silicon one. i want a leather casing. black or white... or brown. would be ideal :].

Had another weird dream last night. wondering if it's due to stress, that im having such disturbing dreams? hmmmm.

=\. ah well. project. sleep. ciao~
xxxxxxx.

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Saturday, July 4, 2009, 23:58
Let's stop pretending, okay?

23:59.

Love the new blogsong.

totally /wrist and fun.

im in the weird mood today. feeling sad when i should be happy, feeling just weird.

webcam session with Yuanxing and Kirk.. we the bored.
Kirk with polo, yx with grape, eliz with a smile.

*****

Running away doesnt help, the mentality that it would wont go, the fear at the back of my mind unfading, the memory of you permament. stuck, somehow, weird in the most normal way, not that it make sense anyway, since i was the one who said no. remembering the forgotten. bad dreams makes everything feel weird. negativity sits heavily.


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Church tomorrow morning, gonna make it a practice all over again. missing father mike so much. hope he'll visit us somehow, once again. ):.

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 22:06
Life is but a dream.

Answering a question, with a question. hmmmm.
How's your day?
who's that girl standing there?

Went to get a little hair trim at Ben & Kat's. Oh ma gun. My bangs. Gone. no more bangs for me to hide beneath. but im not used to this feeling. BAH.
just when i have to get my passport sized photo ready. i. chop. off. the. bangs. 


Row, row, row your boat,
Gently down the stream.
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,
Life is but a dream.

Heisha! 

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Monday, February 23, 2009, 01:08
JUB- IL I.ANT

HAI.
today's...technically monday. 
and SUNDAY WAS THE GREATEST.  went to church. alice and aunty gina kept saying that i had changed. eyes bigger? heavier bangs? change from no bangs to have bangs? i always had bangs ._. 
coni best. she said i grew.. cute. michael asked me to anah anah go stand infront and let everyone examine you lah. .__. hahahaha. best hor, sat behind aunty gina for fourty-five minutes and she only noticed me after practice ended. after mass, went for lunch/catch-up session at the kopitiam. but only a few people were there.. everyone else is busy/absent. BOO. then after lunch, lingered at church for a while more, then i went for work at BLSCz. the cool. lao ban asked my why jian jiu mei you kan dao ni ha?! one week only, dah. HAHAHA. miss the hustle and bustle.. after a week at clementi. hmm. andrew changed his specs! (actually i knew days earlier. suddenly thought of it. heh.) 

KA. Dnu wt els t sy. by, lv. 

Easier to let go than to
hold on painfully. Smile.


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Friday, December 5, 2008, 00:05
I'm a Child of God

Sick of the song. post simply so that that post will disappear into archive. heh.

as well as:
tomorrow's the I'm a Child of God retreat. pretty excited/nervous/cranky/jubilant/mixed. soo.
expect blog to be empty until monday, i know no one will diligently check on a daily basis so no one will care pretty much if i disappear for three/ four days. so then, bye croaks. i'll upload anything interesting asap. if i feel like it, that is. 

meanwhile:
It's All About the Shoes and An Imaginary Life and Spider. To keep you entertained, one clip per day.
or all at once. i like them all, but duh, not by me.

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 23:51
Sky's wonder.

(:
I like today.
bought new shoes. uncle said very grandmotherly. >.<
but i like it a lot! idk why! haha. 
and i bought a lanyard too! (finally(:) it's white, and it's got little umbrella's decorated on it. umbrelly's are in yellow, pink, blue and white ^-^ 
sho happy. 
went to fareast and bugis junction.. for two items. heh. wanted to get earrings too. but dont have the time to find a decent pair. rushed back to boonlay for work.. and was late =\.
jason waited for half an hour because of me ): then we late tgt. HAHA. 

then there's camp facil training tmr.. idk if i can wake up. eleven leh, kns. will do my bestest to wake up ):.

CHOIR!CHOIRCHOIRCHOIR. DAMNEXCITED.CHOIRXMASMASSCHOIRXMASXMAS!

Online? guess not. : |

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Monday, November 24, 2008, 00:37
Your fingertips across my skin

I should've known you'd bring me heartache

: | 

today's work was... sweaty. haha. nine hours, like wow. first try at a straight niner. so scary. and sweaty.

woke up late and ended up missing mass. was feeling pretty moody in the mornnoon. negative like shit. felt like winding back the tape of Time. not that i can, just a thought. if i could, i'd wind it so that i'll wake up at like, say seven, seven thirty? enjoy slow awakening, shower, eat some bread, choose clothes, and leave the house unhurried at 8.05am. but noooooooo. i have to wake up at eleven plus. idk what's wrong with my body clock man, i slept at eight plus nine. bloody early. was tired, havent been so tired for such a long time!

talking about being tired, went to Pulau Ubin! : D was super, super, SUPER. fun. there were twenty seven people, if i remembered correctly. pratty kool. it wasnt a first time, but feels pretty much like the first time :D what a breath-taking experience! very very nice. pat-pat and i both agreed: it's a very nice place as a wedding photo shoot location, amongst the mangroves.. and green algae. sounds gross? uhhuh. but imagine the stark contrast it'll show, of the beautiful white bridal gown versus nature! 
sone other pretty things i rembered, a single solitary (semi-)dead tree in the middle of the water. 



















just look. oh, and the dark gathering clouds too. haha. rained on for half a minute before we reached shelters.
kay not gonna blog in sequence, this tree's actually taken towards the end.
before this, we visited the viewing tower, it was hundred odd steps. forgot. but i counted! heh. 
cycling damn heiong. 
=| we cycled from ten to twelve, under the nice, hot, sunny, crazily overbearing hot sun. then after lunch, a few hours more of the above mentioned sun. THEN HOR. it rained.. at about three fourty. lionel said we shoud wait for the rain to subside. and so we waited under the shelter... and watched people walking in totally drenched. poor thing. lucky us ^-^. but there were plentyful mozzies. so annoying. all the churchies wore our ponchos. SO CUTE HAHHHAHAHAH. it was like. colorful red, blue, green and yellow ponchos! and pat-pat wore white! so stand out. HAHA ATTENTION SEEKER *nudgenudge. 
when the rain didnt want to susside after 4.25, we had to leave, as the shuttle bus was picking us up at 5.30, and to get to the jetty takes fourty minutes. so we cycled in the rain.. HOW COOL IS THAT MAN!!!!!!!!!!! KUAKUAKUA. poncho only help to keep us from being dripping wet. but we were throughly soaked la. and pat-pat and a friend of julia WALKED ALL THE WAY BACK. THE TWO OF THEM. WALKED. BACK. in the cold rain. imagine being drenched for 40 mminutes. haha. DAMN FUN. HEEHEEEE. ohohohoh, &! the bikes were like TWO DOLLAHS FOR THE WHOLE DAY. can you find that at East coast? i bet even the hourly rate is higher that our $2/day deal. : D : D : D. 
there were many many stray dogs there.
oh! also, there's this uncle who owns a boar. he breeds rabbits. and has a talking birdie! the birdie speaks in gibberish. and vulgarities. i heard something like XXXXX(gibberish)...fuck you. HAHA. some reckons it's hokkien though. haha. pictures will be on facebook. and the rabbits are cute!!!!!!!!!! i want ): but grows up damn biggly. i mean. humongous. ly. yup. I MEAN IT WILL GROW UP TO BE VERY BIG LA. 
and i saw a rooster! that noone else saw. 
sidetrack: it's raining now. i swear, it's the same kind of rain back at P. Ubin yesterday. the crazy type. 
maintrack: annnnnnd. i've got muscleache ): yeah i know every 27 of us would have had the same. i just wanna complain : D 
OKAY I GTG, SLEEP/READ/PEE/WHATEV, ZAIJIAN, my nice readers out there! i still love my work! 

Whew. what a long post.
xoxo. 

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Saturday, November 1, 2008, 21:43
To bring light in the darkness.

Happy halloween, baby. didnt go to any parties, but saw friends on their way to one, and a friend was dressed as obama. how cool is that? he just wore a suit. -.- 
so i went for Amplify last friday, really missed the people there (: damn glad to see them again. it was when i enter the room when i realized how excited i was! i mean like really siao kind of excited. i was like. skipping la. no la. like. little hops here and there. HUR. damn excited. like how you'd feel when you're at.. say a live show of your favourite band. geddit.?? no.? too bad. kay. anyway. the session was DAMN GOOD. Alfred was the speaker. and the topic is Hope. very interesting topic. think that's one of the most meaning session for me (: glad i attended! went to church today.. not very happening. just love balderdash. but played two rounds only, a
nd left at nine to go home and study. duh. not studying. but will later. blog, blogblogblog. i love porkchop. the pig. not pock chop the real thing. i dont like pork now ): think it taste damn weird. because... 
i think they are really adorable. and when i eat pork, i just think of piglets. cute little babes. 







and then there's the pig on my lap too.? yep. dont eat pork. 
they are cute. 

but somehow i dont feel the same about chicken. haha. sorry chicks ): 
kay porkchop loves the laptop too. he was licking the keyboard. so i took him away. 



:D idk why's he chewing on my shorts. T.T naughty boy.  kay bai.

God does not forsake. (: keep in mind, all you who have wandered away.
Church tomorrow again! morning nine!


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Sunday, October 26, 2008, 23:48
Do I, really.?

Some of us are reaching for stardust,
some of us are digging for gold.
-Superman.


Pfft.
Today was a long day. kind of. =\.
sissy woke me up, and made me go to sheng siong with her. bought many food, food for steamboat. from the moment i got up i was B-U-S-Y. and didnt study the whole day! like F! im gonna fail my f-ing O levels la, shit f. oh man. then i woke up too late, missed church AGAIN. Alice is gonna scold me ): damn. so next week, and further on, i'll really try me best to not no show/ late again! goondu wanna wake up for church at 8 still sleep at 5. am i dumb, or what.
yeah yeah and! i did this cool handwriting analysis test thing, which is pretty dang cool, some parts were pretty true, like how i'd flare up only if you provoke me too far, and once i flare up that means you DAI. yes, you.
Yes, and. i really dont wanna fail P.O.A, seeing that i was, at least once, once, an A-student at P.O.A. so i must buck up. and pass very well. ciao, chin chao!
Hmm. i've been blogging very randomly recently. i wonder why.

I BLOODY NEED A HAIRCUT MAN. F YOU, CHICHIFACE!

not refering to anyone in particular *smiles innocently. no, not you, darlin'.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008, 21:23
We crossed path for a reason

Today is subday.
i mean sunday. man. i'm craving for subway. 
went to church today. after missing for two weeks. 

it's like a mould, i left for a while, and when i slip right back, it still fits perfectly. 
such a nice feeling.

I'm going to school tomorrow for chemistry and english clinical. i hope i dont die and rot away half way. 
tomorrow's f&n is cancelled and rescheduled to wednesday, so i dont have to spend 12.30 to 2 pm waiting for f&n to begin. thank goodness. so anyway. it'll be a final final finallest of f&n lesson. if tere's such a word as finallest. i know there's not. but who cares. and, i dont know what else to blog. im so tired, idk what to study. math is backsliding, but chemistry will come faster. thus therefore. idk. bye.
LINXI. MING TIAN QU CHI SUBWAY HAO BU HAO?

you really think you know me,  but no, i assure you, you dont.

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Sunday, September 28, 2008, 22:25
I missed you and things weren't the same

Oh, and it's sunday going on monday again ):. so depressing. 5 days left of school man. so. sad. but i'd prefer schooless days because i'll self study at home. 
just got back from NUH, visited friend there, and forced her to eat her greens. as an f&n student *rolls eyes* i told her about the importance of gating brocolli and told he if shedont eat she'll not shit. HAHA. i know, not v true. but must con her to eat ma. i'm gg to ta bao macdonalds for her next time i go :D haha. 
i didn't wash my school shoes ): but i wanted to. i really wanted. on saturday. then i went out. then sunday cant wash alr, or tomorrow i wont have shoes to wear. I love buckcherry's sorry.
i missed church today ): woke up late, sorry ann!


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Monday, September 15, 2008, 20:13
Oh, for friends and hypocrites.

My friend said to me this: Sometimes a little madness helps keep us sane- ironic but true.

Anyway, i spent today at home, skipped school, didnt really wanna know results but jas pleasantly kept track of my results anyway.. and i passed my chinese but not my history and science. bad. but. heck. it's just prelims. didnt put in much efforts, was very relaxed for some reasons, just couldnt study whole-heartedly. i expected to fail science anyway.
on the other hand, i'm very glad i passed my chinese. when jas told me, there was like this bubbling in my veins. haha. weird. but feels kinda nice. then i started to tremble. not nice.

 i kept having blank outs today, like when i stand up, there will be... nothing. blankness. for about 5 seconds. then i'll sway, so if im not holding anything it'll be bad. so far, i've always been holding onto bedpost, wall and what-its. 

i love mooncake. ): so fattening. and sinful. http://winea
take a look. man. so fat. haha. i just ate a quarter. 

Don't want to look at your face, 'cause it's making me sick

I'm so lazy man. muahaha. tomorrow i'll prolly get back my math result, i'd better pass well. cuz it matters, to me at least. 
   Wo ai yue bing.

I donated blood yesterday! I r cool.

i dont understand how we have so many categories of "Friends". like, hi-bye friend, good friend, bestie, i've-seen-her-but-dont-usually-say-hi-friend, past friend, use-to-be-best-friends-friend, What nots. oh, i missed out, friend-i-bitch-about-behind-her-back, too.

No?
blood donation, take a look at the bag of blood! haha. doesn't hurt much, really. it's all phychological.

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Saturday, July 26, 2008, 21:03
It's cooling.

Maybe it's just me. maybe it's just you.

Amp was great. we almost missed the last train home. but we made it, thank God. then i took the last bus too. then i got home and slept 'till noon :D thhhhat's the life. just now at nine, when i was stoning away, i suddenly realized it's saturday! SMU! dang. too late anw. haha.

i bought my practical cupcakes to amp, now i'm known as cupcake (at least to isaac =\) so weird. he's got something about calling people after foodstuffs. there's a fried rice (ben) i know of too. haha. so anyhow. i got quite good response to my cupppies! friends said it's not too dry, unlike most cuppies. so glad ^-^. k gtg. slacked the whole day. church tomorrow! yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

things are cooling, it seem to happen all the time. damn.

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Sunday, July 20, 2008, 19:49
Sexy can i?


Da jia hao. jin tian, wo yao jiang wo wang ji to blog about ytd's card game i played with mai sister and her boyfriend. wo fang zao pian gei ni men kan hao ma?

Wait wait wait. i forgot to tell you what's the game. dai di, ni dong ma? the amount of cards left is the amount of candy you'll have to eat. I think i kena almost half a packet of fox's :s sick of fox's alr. cant eat candies for a week now.



this is mai share of the candies. but in the end i got 90% discount la, my sis cant bear o see me dai eating sweets. haha. another case for her boyfriend tho. take a look.





i swear my sis treat her bf damn badly. haha. he kena ten, she open for him leh. haha. all at one go. READ: ALL AT ONE GO OKAY. hao er xin oh. i also dunno how he did it. haha. passing time waiting for nephew to end sunday class @ church yesterday. breadshop opposite church is teh bez. their doughnut is so delectable ^-^

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Sunday, May 18, 2008, 20:46
Freedom

KONICHIWA BITCHES!
ahem. as i was saying, tomorrow is vesak day! will complete my homework tomorrow. went to church at EIGHT IN THE MORNING, went home at two. youth room's opening, busy like crazy man. in between busy handing out little prayer cards, i went for mass and sang at the 10.30 mass. so i'm part of them now! hehheh. i miss choir la. they were like, 'welcome, into our kingdom.' yeah. oh, them me and ann met some ex-anthonians, two guys who remember me! and i have no impressions of them -.- we even took the same bus number seven! hee. boy, can they eat -.- all those nonya kwehs. wapiang eh. then on the walk home, cecilia rode by with her brother. haha! she's going for YISS too! i'm thrilled. spoke with isaac about poly life, he graded from ngee ann already. i still dont know if im up to business. so i'll be doing as miss chew said, study like siao then all the doors will be open for me when time comes for me to choose. isaac recommend sp and np. duh. i know.? i'd recommend them too.
okay la. idk what to blog about le. bye bitches, i love you!
not.

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