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Monday, July 6, 2009,
00:04
Summer lovin'.
I cant believe. i just got a invite to friendster. gosh. deleted my a/c last year cuz i got bored.. and hooked onto facebook. i got an invite, gosh. dunno why im so shocked too. ***** Sunday. the sun peeped out for a while.. and then hide for the rest of the day. what a perfect weather for sleep-ins. went to church at 9 am (trying to kick start back my habit to be a regular church goer.. :}), choir, eat, practice, home by 3 pm. fell asleep while reading (Black Rabbit Summer- Kevin Brooks. try it! pretty good.), and woke up at around 7 i think? :}. then cont'd doing IS project *insert CB face* so tired of it. ours quite cock-up alr lah. i think we either fail, or pass miserably. ***** Isaac came down to find me about an hour ago, think he was bored out of his skull too. talk cock, then he left. talk about the same old stuffs lah. havent seen him in ages also. he thought that there was no school tomorrow =\. cuz youth day. bullshitter. hahahaa. alamak got work tmr sia. =\. need to chiong. gonna a/c yx to lot 1, then kiakia a while, chiong down for work. BULLZ. looking for ipod case leh. not the silicon one. i want a leather casing. black or white... or brown. would be ideal :]. Had another weird dream last night. wondering if it's due to stress, that im having such disturbing dreams? hmmmm. =\. ah well. project. sleep. ciao~ xxxxxxx. Labels: Booktalk, Churching :0, Dreams, Ngeeann ah., School. :), Songcraze, Studyinghard, What i want., Work :0
Saturday, July 4, 2009,
23:58
Let's stop pretending, okay?
23:59. Love the new blogsong. totally /wrist and fun. im in the weird mood today. feeling sad when i should be happy, feeling just weird. webcam session with Yuanxing and Kirk.. we the bored. ![]() Kirk with polo, yx with grape, eliz with a smile. ***** Running away doesnt help, the mentality that it would wont go, the fear at the back of my mind unfading, the memory of you permament. stuck, somehow, weird in the most normal way, not that it make sense anyway, since i was the one who said no. remembering the forgotten. bad dreams makes everything feel weird. negativity sits heavily. ***** Church tomorrow morning, gonna make it a practice all over again. missing father mike so much. hope he'll visit us somehow, once again. ):. Labels: Churching :0, Dreams, Emorant =\, PICTUREZ., Songcraze, Uncertainties
Friday, July 3, 2009,
23:09
And th hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay.
YELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOW. :O. First week of skl passed in a breeze. my my. my prediction that skl will close within a few days of opening kind of failed, guess im no fortune teller. FRIDAY LEI. so fast right. first monday of the eleventh week was quite uncomfortable, feeling the slight nervy feel of first week. BUT i got over that. lessons are pretty boring and complicating, bad combination. and with the wrong.... feel, noone feels like studying. OH AND RIGHT. i passed all my common test subjects! *beams* so happy. Disappointed by the math result, didnt hit the A i was hoping-crossed-fingers-eyes-shut for. BOOOOOOOOOOOL. :/. Boring ole DEP, speedo teacher. i ditched class for 45 minutes cuz i was bored out of my skulls. i missed 60 minutes of ENGMEC cuz i was hungry. shubeeeeeedoodle. Aiyo. sian la. Many many assignments, tutorials, projects. jialat jialat. Weihao's going to tekong!!! ): so sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad. boo lah. I've been having very creepy negative feel dreams. i once dreamed that my favourite white-grey bag was stained with red ink. another time that all 30 eggs we brought (in a grey tray) were cracked. sometimes it'd be so real that i'd stone for three seconds trying to figure which is reality. serious. Hold on, before it's too late. Labels: Dreams, Ngeeann ah., Songcraze, Studyinghard, The Whine
Thursday, April 16, 2009,
02:56
The ground beneath your feet.
Many a time, things do not go according to plan. * * * * * Work today, Isaac drove me to and fro again, many spanks (:. work was superb. Isaac and my laptop took turns to go on strike! So frustrating. but yuh. Isaac enjoyed la. weird as usual. mr bone called me halfway thru' work! hung up quickly when i told him i was at work. hehe. then he called again at night to talk and all.... seems like Steven's growing up :|. I've been dreaming again! must be due to excess sleep, seriously. i remember a three people.. standing in the same stance.. kinda like those mirrors.... ugh. no one knows what im talking about, i might as well stop. I really hate vague dreams. very annoying. and like it's said, the more you try to focus on them, the more the slip away. for mine, as far as concerned. I've been watching Ugly Betty! (lian xu ju, BOOYAH.) I'm still at Ep 13 though. OF season one. so yaaaaaaa. Quite worried of how timetable might turn out to be. hmm. cuz if it's early stuffs...i think i might just rot. but i'll handle it, one way or another. Gosh. I dont even know, almost six months had gone by since i left Hg. Wow. i've slacked thru' (more or less) half a year. Heck. it's more than six months. and this is the longest job i've held on to. im so glad for it :]. I'm also gonna try to stick with it thru' school, but if it doesnt work out ): i'll just do weekends or something. boo. St moment. bleh. Timetable! I need to buy lemons. and cucumbers. and clean the house tomorrow. :]. bye. fleeting, Labels: Dreams, Weh random :D, Work :0
Monday, March 30, 2009,
18:40
This is my mixtape for you.
Hur. first time the fax machine obeyed me. Had a dream, a very long and sceneful dream. sceneful. hmm. yeah anyway. went to get the dream dictionaries and interprete as mucch as i remembered. basically it was the fact that i dreamt of my grandfather for the first time that gave me drive to find the meaning. gawd. i just almost cried. relating the dream to me momma. i dreamt of.. a cousin of mine. who likes to collect balls (in the dream, duh). i stole band-aids. like suppose to be 1 for 20cents, i took 2. and paid 20cents. the other shopkeeper somewhat saw but bochap lei. i dreamt of a funfair. i dreamt of a school event. i dreamt that a friend got expelled. the accepted into NP. then i met another friend. and was bloody happy to see her, i hug her and laugh wildly. i dreamt that a friend threatened me and made a cut on my ear, and it bled. i dreamt of a teacher. who had a guinea pig which looked like a skinnier version of porkchop. i dreamt of stealing furnitures. :| Basically it's all positive, even the impending death. walau the ear cut means i have to listen to constructive critism lei. imagine. ey, you look fat. slim down. imagine. go and get liposuction. imagine lei. haha. okok. constructive. i'll keep in mind. nabei. chui ah. went out for supper with Isaac and Weeyew at midnight. go all the way to eunos there for mee sua.. with all the disgusting pig innards. so i ate something else. then after food. Isaac tell his tale. Weeyew gave.. constructive critism. heh. then go geylang. da kai yen jian kay. walau eh. then after that send Weeyew to his friend's house, Isaac drove me home.. yeah. collapse in bed and slept for 12 hours. Dreams.. what do they really mean. contrasting meanings. :|. xoxo. Where are you now? Pausing to think, Eliz leaned back and stared straight. 'Monetize' stared right back. What the fuck, she thought, that's something new. forgetting her last thought, her eyes drifted to the pile of books beside her laptop. DREAM DICTIONARY- An A to Z Guide to Understanding Your Subconcious Mind. The Complete Book of DREAMS. The Dream Interpreter. Dictionary of Dreams. Yeah yeah. subcon eh? then she tried to remember a bit more of her dreams. the crying, the fair, the person she was stealing for.. who? the teacher she was pissed of at.. which teacher? Focusing too hard is only making the image off-focus. So she gave up. it'll come to her. Like how a dream once came back to her at a supermarket, standing there, her grasping onto an orange like a life-line. she sort-of zone out for a while, then she remembered where she was. Yeah. it'll be back. Later rather than sooner. She then passed a glance at the papers beside the books. Ahhhh. Poly. Must remember to check enrolment status tomorrow. or the day after. The little sigh escaped her mouth again, telling more than her face would show. a sudden vulnerability overtook her face.. just for a mere second. her face then harden, and with a hard look in her face, she got up and walked away. again. Labels: Dreams, Fooding, Out., someonelse., Songcraze |
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