I stole a photo from Nas' blog :D

Nas, Hafiz (background, black tee boy) and me. my kool klassmatez. we always break together.. makan or slack one corner together. and Nas always carry my laptop. Yay. laptop's super duper uber fuper lupin' HEAVY. and i mean heavy. my arm'd ache after carrying for like. 5 minutes. then change arm. then both ache. shiok much? so that's why Mister naso comes in handy :D hehe. he stole my smilies .__. i forgot to kill him. hahaha.

So far school's been.. really fun. everyday is something new, which is great. i'm looking forward to school, and im not as annoyed as i thought i'd be, to be waking up bright in the morning again. despite the super dry eyes. and the tendency to fall asleep on the bus ride home. if i take bus.

oh! and Jonathan's staying nearby!!! We might go to school tgt : D if we can manage to make plans. Ohhh. cannot dont mention the breaks. how i dread them during the first few days, and how i cherish them now! lecturers always release us earlier! so shiok. slack here, makan there. chitchat. listen to the boys talk about girls. try to comprehend malay language.

i've been trying the ban miens. and tomyams. walau. cannot find really good ones lei. how sia. how to beat WM's? had some barely cooked noodles and weak tomyam soup for lunch. boo. 

Tomorrow im working at six.

i get off at six from school.

heng lecturer said that he normally end early (: HENG. or i dai.

k la. im done ranting. forgot what else i have to say.

BAI!

my 'enter' button is still cocked up. having a very hard time, no pun intended, while using it. now trying to find a way to use my laptop without using the enter. like. an alternative button. booooobieee. mo pian. who dont use enter?!?!!

went for laptop config. with Grace and Nas today, mine took DAMN DAMN DAMN long. I end school at one, at i left school only at 5 plus lor. half-way thru we went to eat, then I went to meet Suren @ LT 22 for a talk. Waaaaaah. tired. homework. but really lazy to do. :|

tomorrow need to do more on laptop *grumbles* super heavy. need a laptop cover really badly. heavy shit.

And isnt this nice! Today's Samuel Morse's birthday. goggle's so cool that when i got there i forgot what i wanna search. i was just staring at the Morse code. prolly for Google. 

Bye :]

no time to use. bleh. school's been.. wow k. week one is over, finally. so far it's been promising :)

doing some very interesting things in our random classrooms/lecture theatres/whathaveits. light switches, binary numbers, COMTECH, oh yeah. i like. saw some Hg students over the span of five days. and i go home everyday with different people. HAHA. very full of shit right? monday danny and co., tuesday beeying, and so on.. kinda forgot the rest la. :].

getting to school early is so tough. probability of getting enough sleep is low. getting on bus 185 at 6.45am is impossible. so i gave up trying. gonna take bus/mrt/bus from now on, to school. uphill/downhill's killing my legs. constantly aching. struggling along in ELTECH is tough. physics much.

BUT on the bright/fried side, classmates are mostly pleasant, yes.  math is in my life again. getting a lot of excercise. have a group of rowdy/noisy friends. and early dismissals are great too. and 15 minutes break. (i think we took our break too seriously. we went out of campus. hahaha.) and funny teachers. and having subway in school kinda rock, even if i havent had the chance to have it due to its popularity. Subway cookies FTW. Get to meet Noel almost everyday too! : D! Missed her sooooo much. having her in the same school is sooo great, she's like my guardian angel k. she tip me on everything and anything under the sun.. she lend me her textbooks (yay to saving money : D) that cost like ave. $15 per book. im just gauging. gosh. gauging is such an ugly word. bleh. 

Sometimes,the things you say hurts even if i dont say it does. yes, ms put-on-a-strong-front. what happened to break down and cry? i hate you and your moodswings. YOU. read. 

Worked today @ 1PD. With Isaac the siaokia. went straight to 1PD after school ends at 5.. and only got there on the dot. Didnt get my clothes, so Isaac went to my house to get it for me (: many many thanky. or i confirm late. even if i cab. work was whining session/update on how's school going and how classmates are....amongst sign ups and top ups.  working on Sunday *stabs self* too. So i guess i cant go out tomorrow until i finish my homework/assignments/tutorials. HELL LOT. watch me gag. *breathe* think about the money. pocket money. clothes. shoes. laptop bag. wdv.  

Mistake? dont know. 

confused? much. 

Dont know if i can keep moving along.. maybe the tide will bring me down, once and for all. i wonder if i am doing the right thing, juggling like an untrained clown. the balls fall, one after another.

missingy.

x.

Not too bad.. (:. 

Dad stressed for me to bring a jacket..he said the rooms are very cold. glad i did : D

then he sent me to school.. was very nervous. he then bring me all the way to blokc 5 despite my here can already! bus stop! daddy! THANK GOODNESS he brought me in lor. or i confirm late. (hah i told my momma. she was sooooo smug. ) Then EG1.. ELTECH. WOW. physics k, eltech. i was soooo lost. as usual. give me formula i also can fit in wrongly. =\ Heng got Danny beside me. the A for Science boy. Hung ard after school... met Danny's friends, walk to the EE General office and saw Isaac's aunt!!! so surprised k. hahaha. cnt believe i forgot he told me she work at the office for engineering department. went to the office to get our welcome pack, the shoebag and all.. cute stuffs. happens to be all red, except the shoebag. : D

then Danny and i went to collect the engineering tee shirt, while his friends went for class.. only to find that their lessons actually starts an hours later. so we went to the pretty warm library to sit and...nua. we were thinking of starting a Sleeping Club. WAHAHAHAHA. 

OKOKOK. damn shagged. took bus home, journey was an hour odd! WOW RIGHT. jurong to clementi lei. so tired. i tried sleeping but cnt, never could sleep on buses.

i brought school notes for EG1  and ELTECH. and completed the notes we did today. so hardworking lor. my momma saw and was like 'wow first day got homework already ah?'

damn chui today. so i gave her a weak smile and continue to do my physics. oh physics. so difficult to understand. );. 

SLEEP SOON. SO TIRED. BYE!!

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Work today, Isaac drove me to and fro again, many spanks (:. work was superb. Isaac and my laptop took turns to go on strike! So frustrating. but yuh. Isaac enjoyed la. weird as usual. mr bone called me halfway thru' work! hung up quickly when i told him i was at work. hehe. then he called again at night to talk and all.... seems like Steven's growing up :|. I've been dreaming again! must be due to excess sleep, seriously. i remember a three people.. standing in the same stance.. kinda like those mirrors.... ugh. no one knows what im talking about, i might as well stop. 

I really hate vague dreams. very annoying. and like it's said, the more you try to focus on them, the more the slip away. for mine, as far as concerned. 

I've been watching Ugly Betty! (lian xu ju, BOOYAH.) I'm still at Ep 13 though. OF season one. so yaaaaaaa. 

Quite worried of how timetable might turn out to be. hmm. cuz if it's early stuffs...i think i might just rot. but i'll handle it, one way or another. Gosh. I dont even know, almost six months had gone by since i left Hg. Wow. i've slacked thru' (more or less) half a year. Heck. it's more than six months. and this is the longest job i've held on to. im so glad for it :]. I'm also gonna try to stick with it thru' school, but if it doesnt work out ): i'll just do weekends or something. boo. St moment. bleh. 

Timetable! 

I need to buy lemons. and cucumbers. and clean the house tomorrow. :]. bye. 

Went for the blood donation at last, with sister one, sister two and sister two's boyfriend. 

But. Only me nd chris managed to donate blood.. cuz dorothy's under weight and the bf is.. i forgot. YAH. so. : D feeling good, though there was a sudden dizzy spell when i got home. nice of them to provide snacks before we leave. waiting time was.. a okay (: and was expecting it to hurt like hell, but nada! 

half way thru' i wanted to shift the blanket (they provided) cuz my feet were cold. wao and the ppl were like 'hey hey dont move the needle's in your vein.. dangerous..!' then one of them asked 'eh you wna run away ah? dnt forget to take the bag of blood along k!' cute. haha. quite the embarassment. my sister was laughing across the room.. HAH. small vein. when i was done the needle wasnt even in her arm! quite glad to have something big for once.. process doesnt hurt too badly. but i did forget to squeeze the stress-ball, the ppl will walk ard and remind me.. heh. oh yeah. needle is still very huge. the wound is pretty... okay. just the bandage was horribly itch inducing. so i took it off after an hour plus, instead of the suppose to two hours. but betcha they expected that many ppl would do that, and imposed a two hours just for people like me :}.

and right. loeiloei was sick this afternoon ): vomited 4 times, gross. but she seems better after vomitting! she was moping around the whole day.. like she was guilty or something.. =\

Bah. nothing else. bye.

x

I've been watching videos from disneykid1 and communitychannel. similar styles.. only today had i come to enjoy disneykid1's way and manners. heh. he's really just a boy. who's extremely sensetive. yeaa.

My momma asked me to check out the big sweep results earlier on, and nada, didnt get no cash. she just popped in to ask me about the results, i was like 'don't have la.' then a big grin.. she ask me go eat shit. MY MOMMA. eat shit. my momma. we also went to the pasar malam, she brought me food to fatten me up for christmas, and suddenly she said 'you know what day is it today?' i was like 'mom, good friday.? i know.' then she went on 'yeah, Jesus died today years back, and here we are.. eating such rich food' wao, and i stopped eating k. i didnt think about it ): sorry Jesus. I'm so full of shit right. 

I'm such an idiot. 

I'm gg for blood donation with my sisters tomorrow, most prolly not gg for Qam's gig, also cuz he called and said the location's pretty f-ed up, small and.. not safe. i think. that's the gist of it la. so i'll attend his next upcoming gig i guess. 

Tomorrow is Kelly's baptism-cum-first-communion-cum-confirmation! isn't it cool. three in one. it's gonna last three hours, coincidently. 

I found my missing-for-two-weeks cardigan. 

I need a new notebook. and pencilbox.

and clothes! shorts.. tee-shirts. oh gun. and bag. really serious. i think right. i need a lot of money first. shoppging. yes.

new glasses! :D plastik. yay. 

x

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Work later. just finished another movie. 

Rarr. havent read a book in ages. Damn bored.! Cake baking last night was an ultimate flunk/failure/dud/whatyoucallit. Sad lei. i made one, tasted, and threw the remaining mix away. Yeaaaaaaa. 

we're going semi-vegetarian today :}

Cuz my dad and mom are sick, down 

with throat aches, cough, whatnots.:|

Then i cutted my finger while doing

up the cauliflower. kind of silly, i 

always manage to cut myself when 

i'm cooking. or holding something 

sharp. Bleah. Watched 13 going on 

30 again, wao, and the songs, totally

wow. so 60s. 

x

Back from Farmstay. didum. had mozzie bites on me thigh. everywhere. rain on both days. managed to see the goats, baby and all. pictures!

i was saying 'Jerry, smile!' and he did this smile with his hands. bleh. camshy.

detoured, went to the wet market. there's a pet shop there. if you can spot a hamster there.. right smack in the middle...and a little to the top. (sleeping, so you cant see eyes, in case you were searching.) and right. they sell scorpions and tarantulas. and fighting fishes, cats, dogs, rabbits, guinea pigs (hey, Ah Pui brand!), and mealworms. Yeaaah.

three rooms, we took one. and sixteen (12?) people slept in one room. cool or what. ti-lam FTW. i think we left it quite in order (: hehe.

by the barbeque pit and a cooking gas stove. 

big old old old meanass goat. head's been stuck for who knows how long. it's always there.. as far as i've seen it. 

Babe goat. two weeks old only! adorable only until it baaaas in your face. IN YOUR FACE. 

unripe lychees. cool hor. got durian trees too. apparently in a few months' time they'll all be good to eat! awesome.

cool old things we didnt even sit in. just snapped a picture and we went elsewhere.

mosquito coils that saved our lives k. one in the outdoors, one in the kitchen.. one at the barbeque's.. yeah.

conquering jerry at a game of wuguehpai. FTW. it's not dai di! i'd not teach him dai di lor. (anws if it's dai di die lo. cards suck cardboards.)

Sooo.. a couple of firsts experiences. 

First time:

Yeah. it was a fun trip, no doubt. but a second trip there? hmmm. the stench of goats is really bad. real funky. cant believe aunt actually is contemplating her wedding ceremony there. 'Aiya, smelly also smelly one time mah... once in a lifetime lei... special mah...' all that. what the fuck. sure you want the ceremony remembered as the 'Smelly Goat Place'?

I think not. heh. :}.

x

:].

But frankly. i've got no topic. today was quite the bore. nothing exciting is happening, ever, man. no work, only thing to look forward to is Malaysia trip this weekend. looking forward to it very, very much. but what about Loeiloei? bummer. and the housepigs? oh man. 

Cousin's wedding in May! So happy for her. 

i've been reading xiaxue's blog. saw her videos. yeah. she's looking good blonde. 

Brought a packet of FOX'S! I love FOX'S. 

:|.

I love KHONG GUAN too. 

need to paint my nails soon. ciao! i managed to waste 30 seconds of your life.