Didnt manage to wake up by alarm today, so i woke up at 12. alicia's wake up call. then i slowly got ready, showered, ate, all in ultimate slow motion. at one point, i even remember thinking: why im a taking my own sweet time huh? i'm meeting alicia at 14.30 leh. it's now 14.20. im still at home. yeah. very weird, slow languid beginning of the day. after that, trained down to gombak to accompany alicia to the doctor's. she got me throat medicine! (: throat feels better now, i popped one every few hours. after that, went to get my jeans, toko yaki, then shoes. THEN, gym. oh, gym. if only i have my own machines. if only i live at a condominium. if only i'm a millionaire's daughter. if only i have my personal instructor. if only i can learn yoga. if only one day's got 30 hours. if only there's a time machine. if only these were true. 

Yes ah, i'm going crazy. Harry potter, book 4. Hairpins. UOB. Za. OM Tablets. iPod. Duffy. Water bottle. friends. Genius. are loved.

Kiat mae say if eat too many OM Tablets will lausai leh. walau eh. like. cheaper form of those diet pills, no? idk la. fine prints didnt state. heh. 

I ♥ this color.  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥.

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i like the previous skin too.. and the one before. i just got. sick of them. so it's now Yellow's turn at center stage. pink. black. green. you'd know. if you frequent my blog.

Sigh. Eliz must be going mad, barking mad. she loves the new doggy. abso-blooming-lutely. When Eliz woke up at 10 am (prouds) and was unable to find Loeiloei, she paniked, ransaked the house, checked every room, called mom, called dorothy, texted chris, look around more, went outside to the corridors, looked out the window, imagined Loeiloei running on the road, cars zooming here and there, paniked more, called dorothy more, chris called back, Eliz's voice almost broke down on her, chris promised to try dorothy's cell too, Eliz paced, tried to read a book, laze in bed, and when Eliz heard someone at the door and saw dorothy carrying Loeiloei, the relieve was astounding. yeah, she was quite pissed at dorothy for not telling her, but realized, too, that she hasn't got no nuts right to be pissed. so she went back to bed.. to read. 

Yeah. so doggy wasnt lost after all. i cant believe i'd believe that someone would steal the doggy. ._. i know, very silly. so lets change the topic. sigh.

Harry potter. im watching the whole. whole. whole. bloody. movie series. am i cool. ._. was waiting for the movie to load when i decided to change the blogskin :].

kay. movie's complete. ciao. 

work was cool today. Damien. sandy. melv. alfred. melv's crazy, really crazy. hahahaha. eh, cooperation to teh max k. he promote sim, i promote cell. yeh. 

On a harry potter trail. 

have been watching the movies consecutively. philosopher's stone, chamber of secrets, just done with prisoner of azkaban, moving on to goblet of fire. :| i rock. 

was browsing thru' 8 Days last night, saw the youtube vid for the week. harry potter is gay. -_-. what can i say. he's cute. but no, not gay, i would say.

when you've read the books, the movie is kinda disappointing sometimes, because of the omitted parts and all. but we all know it's impossible to follow exactly, or it'll be soooooo draggy everyone will drool and gaze blankly at the screen or makeout at one corner. 

yehknow whadamean. 

Work later!

Gosh. i'd love to live in the magical world..  then i can fly. cast spells. be bestie with the headmaster. cast spells on my enemies. spend xmas with friends, at school. not wash dishes. YEAAAAAAH. get the drift.

Sunday was fine, Eliz had a lovely sleep. so lovely that she overslept, and woke up at twelve thirty in the noon, instead of 8 in the morning. yes, she also woke up at eleven because there was a malay wedding going on a stone's throw away, and the emcees and singers were warming up. eliz's mother was going on about the beautiful decorations... and pretty chairs. eliz is not amazed, because she saw how they stayed up all night long to get it done so prettily! three cheers for their energies. yes, on to the next topic. awaking at eleven, eliz saw that the silly red shit-ass mobile of hers was not charging. so she went to find another charger. and tried to charge the red W910i. to no avail. apparently, the phone was having her PMS, and decided to breakdown completely. no amount of curses, throws or frustration thrown against the red-ass mobile worked. so she had to borrow her mother's cool motorola flip phone. oh man. eliz want that phone too, she thinks. eliz misses church and all her churchmates a lot, but by not attending church, words means peanuts. her friend, lincoln, told her that God wants her back, but she's not very sure herself. she's just so.. off the path. heading into the forest. she doesn't know, either. so anyway, she went to work. she took bus 185, a bus she'd have to take on a daily basis in future. her eyes almost popped when she saw the fare. she like the long bus ride, btw. hate the long wait for the bus though. esp. in the persistent ziggy zaggy heat waves. she had a long think about everything and anything, letting thoughts past thru', letting imagination run wild. she was, at one point, imagining herself doing homework on the bus. now, how silly is that? recently, eliz has been writing a lot, be it typing on the key board, or writing on those unfinished foolscape. why, yesterday itself, she wrote three full pages, history's structured essay styled, worth of thoughts. at the end of it, her hands were trembling. so she arrived at Clementi a few minutes' late, to see Jon waiting at the bus stop. so they went off, to work. eliz was quite pissed today, because she had to work right smack outside the new mall at Clementi. but she got over it, and she's no longer pissed. she realized that the people are quite nice too, they brought chairs ov for them to sit. they also like her, they told her themselves. the new mall was.. cram. and haha, a sudden thought just passed thru' her mind. she suddenly remembered walking into Singtel, and all conversations stopping as they turned to stare at her and Jon. yeh. back to the point- what was it anyway? yeah. so eliz worked for X hours today, and didn't consume solid food for X hours. eliz is quite sure noone's reading at this point. she only ate a big fat sinful mcSpicy when she got home, which is so belardy sinful, she's so annoyed with herself. eliz suddenly missed those crazy math excercises ms chong used to give out, at bulk. eliz missed 4E6, too, despite all the wacky things that occured throughout. eliz is still eating, moving on to the next sin, chocs. yay. she's gonna have triple chin. haha. eliz is trying to forget. trying to remember. trying to grasp hold of the truth. trying to understand life. trying to accept life. trying to learn, trying to forgive, trying to piece the puzzle pieces together, trying to acquire knowledge, trying to stop, trying not to cry. the thing that may seem so minute to one, may be of utmost significance to another. eliz is so tired, at the age of seventeen, so tired. hiding lies, secrets, secrets, secrets. how do you keep a secret? do you know how to hide?

Yay, to being almost alone at home (: 

(uncle's sleeping in th room, hah. almost forgot until he gave a snort.)

What a long day. Went to m.sia early in the morning, went to city square, and brought a top from mango. long-sleeved, again. third one so far. idk why. when CNY's gonna be a hot and humid affair, and i'm buying tops that will kill me. but it's damn nice. so. enough about clothes.

When we returned to SG, had to accompany mom over to uncle's house for dinner, or else she'd have to go herself =/. so i went there.. and had steamboat. rawr. then we went home, then i went out again, to sheng siong (sp?) i love supermarketting. Yeh. can buy food. so i like. i'm such an auntie ):

So yeh. if you've been looking at the tagboard, you'd know too, jon won the match :D Yes ah. pretty happy. 

Ohohohohohoh.! 11:11! i wish for peace in the world. yay. bai.

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much.

:0 

Dreaming of a world where courtesy and manners are.. ways of life, and smiles are given selflessly. 

I DYED MY HAIR. IT'S BROWN, DAMNIT. i ♥ my hair.

submitted my registration at 3.34 pm.

so relieved that it's done.

big thanks to zhi xian. and his lecturer. who spoke to me over the phone, and kind of assured me. 

and i dont know who he is lor. so nice. 

thanks to noel too (: she helped me to find some info on some random courses.

yes. and i'm soo. relieved.

slept late last night, or early if you think about it- 5 am.

then i set the alarm.. and woke up at 10.30 am. 

cant believe i managed to wake up.

must be the stress. i woke up on the first ring leh.

damn bloody rare. but quite nice.

maybe i'll turn morning after today...

maybe not.

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Going to meet Doreen at outram at 7 (: yay.

so excited. 

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Discussing with Qam. what if we end up in the same course? hurhurhur. idk what i'd do. maybe i'll freak out. or maybe i'll be nice. and smile HAHAHAHA. idk why we're so awkward in person either. haha. what a weird question.

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So tired. 

Dont want the sun, dont want you to run. 

I love The playlist. workworkwork.. on Sunday again! 

I miss Malaysia ^-^

PARTY LIKE A ROCK, PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR!!!!

Y-Y-YEAH.

2009! 

i just read Cleo, their smart report, this article on Living by numbers. and sooo this number can reflect my personality and the outlook for the future. so here's mine:

Pretty cool innit. 

Anyway! since it's a new year, and magazine suggest that i go on with my past year's resolution ( if you may call them that), i shall not have any new resolutions!

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Hmmmm. on a second thought. something new wont hurt (: 

i resolve. to. excercise more!!!!!!!!! right gym partner? *nudge alicia* (sudden reminder of my gym partner's a monkey- hahahahhaa.)

Adam Lyon and Jake Spidermonkey.

i resolve to....... visit the library more often! and walk there and back! not bus!

not sure if it'll work though. sigh.

TSK. getting nervous about my O's results. Everytime someone asks: are you nervous/ scared/ wdv? i'd say no. but now even though i still dont know the exact date of the release of results ( think releaseing a cage of wild monkeys into the city), the nervy disease is catching on. damn. 

what if my results render me with nowhere to go? will i go into a lousy school, into a lousy course i'm not even interested in? or will i retake as a private? or will my results soar sky high? TAMADE. change subject! enough of these.. negativities.

went to find my fox and nike hoodie. ): both are last pieces, so i didnt wanna take them. tried asking them to help me check other outlets, but they said in this madrush season of snatch and pay, they cant check for me. BWAH. i want a black hoodie. PRONTO. 

so, instead of buying hoodies, i brought bags!!! ^-^

One Nike bag. and one zinc bag.

and there flies the moolah. 

Gonna grab a shot of these bags now!

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Nike bag's got bright blue seams, damn pretty. Silver/grey exterior, blue interior.

While the Zinc bag is a simple postman bag. kind of thing. :D brown exterior, brown interior.

And i havent buy myself xin-nian top and shoes! 

Nevermind (: pay's coming!!!!!!!!

Remembering the kites i saw at westcoast, flying sky-high, soaring gracefully. despite being so high, it's not much of a big deal: afterall they are still kites. the humans handling them are still firmly on the ground. 

How nice it'll be, to be a kite soaring in the sky.

I'm feeling fat. damn fat. 

):

Then i got home and got online. jonathan, my colleague,  told me HE WAS FROM HG TOO!!! fking coincidental. damn. haha. we were caps-ing at each other like, siao can. haha.

he kept saying xue mei! xue mei! my xue mei!

HAHAHA. SIAOKIA. 

then he told me that he hated singing national anthem, so in the morning he'd hide in the toilet 

-.-

then

MORE RANDOM. he ask me to play pet society on FB.   

WALAU EH. FKING FUNNY. The definition of pet society.. reduced into three lines.

Same school leh! walau. got so qiao or not.

hehe. momo and popo's 26th Wedding anniversary coming up! got food and drinks at me house. so happy. then many many people. 

i like twilight! ^-^

With wings, i'll fly into the sky, when i'm angry, when i'm sad, when i'm lonely, when i'm depressed.

i'll fly high, one day on the tallest building, one day on the biggest tree, one day onto a cloud, watching stray planes fly by. i'll wave to the people inside, and they'll look amazed to see me there. 

tomorrow, i'll fly and land on a tree, i'll have squirrels for friends and nuts for food. no one will notice me gone and when i'm back, no one will remember me.

of course, all these are just- 

a dream.

dream of a girl, who cant be anymore normal.

(Come here and see me, swing me on my mood swing.)

did i make it that easy, for you to walk in and out of

my life? misery, misery.

Bah. have been online since i woke up, on and off, in between meals, showers, going to JP, feeding of the pig, and everything else. 

quite fun (:

chatting with the space-man and sky's pretty fun.. i hope space-man brings me along when he finally learns to fly. hmmm. i mean. i dont want wings! i just wanna fly! not in a plane, duh, but just fly. geddit?

on a second thought. pretty angel-like wings will be nice too. provided that there's an invisibility switch attatched with the wings. yes ah. 

since im on the subject and in the mood to do it, why not go full out. i'd like to have a new face when i'm flying around the world, not totally different, just enough for people to think hey, that looks like a friend of mine... is that..? no la. eliz where got so pretty. walau eh. damn cute sia. that girl with wings. gotta call eliz.

YEAH.

HAHAHAHAA. IM HAVING FUN.

cont'd in my notepad! haha. not for public.

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(:

was on FB, as always. chanced upon this discussion of orbs in photographs.. mixed discussions, some saying that orbs represents guardian angels, whereas others says that orbs are bad stuffs. and otheres, still, says it's a speck of dust reflecting light.

piqued yet?

check out your photo albums. and find some orbs. mine dont have any, sadly, my guardian angel dont wanna take a photo with me. either that or im a clean freak.

SKY'S A PIG.

:D