Made honey lemon for me dad, he's been having super persistent cough. tried telling him to stop smoking excessively, but he'll just mess up my hair and smile at me. =\ what can i do? make him honey lemon i guess. 

went to cut my hair. fuck you, hair-cutter. wont even call you a bloody hair-stylist. might as well use a grass cutter. SHORT. SHORT. SHORT. i need to like. grow it long overnight! Ahhh. shall not brood over it. Just hair. YA. JUST FKING. HAIR. 

._.

Idk where the angst came from.

GOINGTOWORKLATER. 

THIS IS YOUR LIFE, ARE YOU WHO YOU WANT TO BE?

nuuuu flayver nong. 

Work was.. fun today. alan, sam and me. we talked about relationships..some sad tales, some nice ones, mostly sad though. 

went lunchdate with aly yesterday, for a little catchup session.. at jurong east. Entertainment got brought over by Capitalmall.! so it's currently under renovation.. FUCK. i wanted to go to Watson's @ Entertainment. =\ and eat at kobayashi. craving for japanese food. soooo.  nnua-ed at Galilee and wait for shawny to turn up. first boy who's ever late. -.- so annoying. but he's got amazingly soft hair! so nice (:

i slept through my alarm today :| 

today's kind of fun (: work was, at first kind of bored to the max. hours dragged on. then i went to do promoting :D so effective. Wei hao do no use one. HAHA. so they kept making me do promo. do until jiao luan. haha. HIT TARGET KAY. HELL YEAH.

my lovely daddy fetched me to and fro work today ^-^ so nice of him.

was kind of afraid of travelling to work alone. with colleagues okay la, got protection :B haha. but alone.. scared la. then when he drove us home, he was telling me never to be too complacent.. he told me how he had once earned $150 in five minutes. i was awed. then he went on. what about the rest of the week? if there's no income for the rest of the week, $150 is no shit. he told me, dont work for the sake of your work, not for your boss, not for anyone else, but the Lord. i. was. in. total. respect. man. 

You may not understand. and i wont bother to elaborate. moving on:

joachim asked if i wanna facilitate sec one kiddos. WTF?

heard they are The Terror. maybe i'll try. hmmm. thirteen years old. newly teened children. I heard they are damn crude. like. idk, but crude. i might end up killing them or something. last time i tried facilitating, it was four years old kiddos. THIRTEEN LEH.

will give it a thought!

hehe. didnt know so many people reads my blog :B.

Kay bye xoxo♥.

: | 

today's work was... sweaty. haha. nine hours, like wow. first try at a straight niner. so scary. and sweaty.

woke up late and ended up missing mass. was feeling pretty moody in the mornnoon. negative like shit. felt like winding back the tape of Time. not that i can, just a thought. if i could, i'd wind it so that i'll wake up at like, say seven, seven thirty? enjoy slow awakening, shower, eat some bread, choose clothes, and leave the house unhurried at 8.05am. but noooooooo. i have to wake up at eleven plus. idk what's wrong with my body clock man, i slept at eight plus nine. bloody early. was tired, havent been so tired for such a long time!

talking about being tired, went to Pulau Ubin! : D was super, super, SUPER. fun. there were twenty seven people, if i remembered correctly. pratty kool. it wasnt a first time, but feels pretty much like the first time :D what a breath-taking experience! very very nice. pat-pat and i both agreed: it's a very nice place as a wedding photo shoot location, amongst the mangroves.. and green algae. sounds gross? uhhuh. but imagine the stark contrast it'll show, of the beautiful white bridal gown versus nature! 

sone other pretty things i rembered, a single solitary (semi-)dead tree in the middle of the water. 

just look. oh, and the dark gathering clouds too. haha. rained on for half a minute before we reached shelters.

kay not gonna blog in sequence, this tree's actually taken towards the end.

before this, we visited the viewing tower, it was hundred odd steps. forgot. but i counted! heh. 

cycling damn heiong. 

=| we cycled from ten to twelve, under the nice, hot, sunny, crazily overbearing hot sun. then after lunch, a few hours more of the above mentioned sun. THEN HOR. it rained.. at about three fourty. lionel said we shoud wait for the rain to subside. and so we waited under the shelter... and watched people walking in totally drenched. poor thing. lucky us ^-^. but there were plentyful mozzies. so annoying. all the churchies wore our ponchos. SO CUTE HAHHHAHAHAH. it was like. colorful red, blue, green and yellow ponchos! and pat-pat wore white! so stand out. HAHA ATTENTION SEEKER *nudgenudge. 

when the rain didnt want to susside after 4.25, we had to leave, as the shuttle bus was picking us up at 5.30, and to get to the jetty takes fourty minutes. so we cycled in the rain.. HOW COOL IS THAT MAN!!!!!!!!!!! KUAKUAKUA. poncho only help to keep us from being dripping wet. but we were throughly soaked la. and pat-pat and a friend of julia WALKED ALL THE WAY BACK. THE TWO OF THEM. WALKED. BACK. in the cold rain. imagine being drenched for 40 mminutes. haha. DAMN FUN. HEEHEEEE. ohohohoh, &! the bikes were like TWO DOLLAHS FOR THE WHOLE DAY. can you find that at East coast? i bet even the hourly rate is higher that our $2/day deal. : D : D : D. 

there were many many stray dogs there.

oh! also, there's this uncle who owns a boar. he breeds rabbits. and has a talking birdie! the birdie speaks in gibberish. and vulgarities. i heard something like XXXXX(gibberish)...fuck you. HAHA. some reckons it's hokkien though. haha. pictures will be on facebook. and the rabbits are cute!!!!!!!!!! i want ): but grows up damn biggly. i mean. humongous. ly. yup. I MEAN IT WILL GROW UP TO BE VERY BIG LA. 

and i saw a rooster! that noone else saw. 

sidetrack: it's raining now. i swear, it's the same kind of rain back at P. Ubin yesterday. the crazy type. 

maintrack: annnnnnd. i've got muscleache ): yeah i know every 27 of us would have had the same. i just wanna complain : D 

OKAY I GTG, SLEEP/READ/PEE/WHATEV, ZAIJIAN, my nice readers out there! i still love my work! 

Whew. what a long post.

xoxo. 

:| uneventful day. woke up at two thirty! waking up at this kind of time, there's a general buzz of nothingness hanging around. so i went to buy some stuff.. my sist asked if i got loads of moolah and have no idea where to spend it. DUH. nope. havent even got my paycheque or anything like that. i just got a sudden urge.. to spend money on minute things. annnnnnnnd. i didnt go for amplify fridays today ): no mood. plus, i'm sort of kind of sick again. everytime someone asks me, hey are you feeling better? i'd go like yup never better, thx, THEN the flu will come knocking on my door. BAH. oh and, i've been gaining weight! despite working.. haha. not that my work will help. it's quite a sit down job. heh. trying to get into the habit of eating linner, or dunch (dinner plus lunch, adapted from L), and then not eating after ten, when i knock off from work. so that i can go home, shower, read a little, and SLEEP. thus adapting a healthier lifestyle of zao shui zao qi. Sleeping and waking early, in another words. I'm going for the Ngee ann ANE camp with linny and co., and there's a camp before that. idk if i can tahan. or will pengsan. hmmm. see again. that lazy cecilia is mailing me the forms instead of passing to me my hand (lazy bum!!!!) as she's going to Shanghai tonight and she's too lazy to cycle here. HAHA. bum. 

talking about cycling, i'm going to pulau ubin tomorrow with church peeps! yay. haha. miss cycling much. but must wake up early. like. SEVEN LEH. wahhhhh.

next week's working schedule's pretty packed. gonna like. work everyday. i asked for it la. because stay at home also sian. might as well work. my boss was like. Wah, zhe me heiong ah?

Haha. then i said hannor, yao zuan qian mah!  :D sooooo. really wanna earn plenty for christmas, and little ningningnongnongs. not to mention to fatten up my bank account too!

There's a steady stream of mosquitos in my home. almost every night i find one sucking happily on my blood. KANASAI. 

P.S: L's a bitch. hahahhahahhahhahahaha. (i know you'll see this. you L of a L! )

my friend has this japanese figure, it's said that if you make a wish to it, it will come true when it opens its eyes or when a tear drops from it's eyes. maybe you should find a figure like that too. 

Because sometimes, messiness is not cute and it gets downright gross and fucking annoying. and if you dont change, no one will do it for you. i know you need a neat scolding from someone, to bloody slap you across the cheeks so that you'll wake up and realize that you're living a LIFE, NOT A FUCKING FERRIS WHEEL. oh, sight seeing, how pretty! hah. 

Because time and again i told you, dont do or say things that you'll only regret to say afterwards, you'll bloody regret so much, you'll see how it is, to have people throwing that glance at you and walking away, shaking your head. get the picture? that's when you'll feel like crying, but if you do, i dont think anyone would take the slightest pity. 

Because how you treat people shows of your upbringing. like. please. have. manners. say please and thank yous. dont curse infront of adults. be nice to your parents. 

Because i know, even as i say these, sometimes i turn the other cheek and may do the same, so what can i do? i'm not perfect. i'm not meant to be. 

Dont take offence, whoever.

so i went to check out Beyoncé's latest album, I Am… Sasha Fierce. apparently Sasha Fierce is her alter ego. (: Glad mine's a boy. HAHA. STAAAAAAAAAAN boy! ( Kay la mine's made up. but Stan's damn cool kay.) 

What's a beautiful nightmare? If you had a nightmare, i dont think it'll be a beautiful one. 

Kay. don't care. I've decided. LOOKATTHISCOOLHANDWRITINGANALYSIS.

Hwalla! 

I love ma job babeh. Charlene and Shawn are jealous (hehe. i got a job, i got a job!) Having nice colleagues is defininitely a plus : D even though everyday also change colleagues -.- heh. but's still good! make more friends. I need new shoes though! everyday wear my sissy's dying shoes a bit sian. so i need new ballet flats- to be worn on a daily basis. i wonder if open-toed shoes are allowed. hmmm. i need a wallet. and new bag. and a nice lanyard. ) : i want pay! i want a boyfriend to pay for my stuffs too. HAHA. ain't it cool. 

today i saw a man. wearing a tee shirt that says: I'm a girl. 

cool, innit. 

Sad songs makes me sad ): 

listen to me, 1, 2, 3.

havent been speaking to many people, mainly because i'm not feeling quite so well, very moodless and all, didn't wanna influence you guys as well, with my bad as flu kind of emo black cloud hanging over my heart. sounds very corn hor, but ya. so it's bad. 

just came back from Malaysia, thought it might help to loosen up the knots fucking stuck in me, but noooooo. worked for a while, went to Neway, karoke my peas away, sing like a SCB, felt pretty good (:. then when the monotonuous afternoon dragged on, my thoughts drifted again. sitting on the swings, i watch life rolls by as dark clouds gathers in the skies above. 

FYYNBCB, TMFW? YAYFSG.

:| Wishlist is growing longer by the days. wishes are getting more and more absurd. but it's mine to wish for, so don't say a word, darling. 

Sick of being sick :| low. immune. system. man. low, low, low low low low low low. 

will try to cheer up soon, goodbye my lover.

I'm starting work today (:

Mum called me while i was sleeping, asked if i wanna work at her warehouse place with her! i want to! man. but i already agree to this singtel roadshow, if i back out so last minute, i think they'll kill me or something. but if things didn't work out well @ roadshow, i hope i can go and work with my mum! but she said that they are urgently looking for peeps suddenly. oh man. oh man. oh big fat man. such a dilemma. sai.

:| woke up at 10, and laze in bed until eleven.. very shuang ^-^ sleeping is like. bliss : D

oh yeah! my toenails are now... blue! it's a very dark blue. almost like black but not quite. you get the picture. uhhuh.

i'm pratty nervous! dai. oh, kor owes me a good meal : D somewhere, anywhere good!

kay gotta stop random blogging. bye!

Quite nice a feeling (:

So today's the last paper like OHMYGOODNESSFINALLY! was pretty excited, itching to run out of the examination hall. when i got out, i shouted an "It's over!" (: So happy.

And tomorrow i'm gonna start work, doing a roadshow for Singtel, coincidently Jas also works for Singtel! : D isn't it kool.

O LEVELS ARE O.V.E.R.! i don't care if you readers sees it everywhere, i'm gonna repeat it two thousand times if i like it!!!!!

but i dont (:

very happy.

go when i got home i packed all the worksheets, powerpoint notes, textbooks, all the SAI. but HAHA i dont dare to throw. keeping until i get my results, then bon voyage, two big piles of papers!

GONNA START WORK SO EXCITED LEH.

:D

kay idk what to blog alr. so tired. i did housework, and made dinner, then fell asleep. but sister was typing very loudly -.- so a bit distracting.

i wanna watch madagascar 2!!! dommy!!!!!!!!!

i'm falling sick =|

It's over!

KUA. <3.

Anyway! gonna steal from my sissy's colourful blog (: despite her warning of DONT STEAL FROM MY COLORFUL BLOG. i'm still gonna do it :D 

HAKUNA MATATA!!!!

damn it. that song can cheer me up. oh, i love lion king OKAY. 

especially after watching the lion king 1 1/2!!!

damn bloody funny. must watch.

play it if you wanna (: 

okay!

so anyway! i woke up early today : D sick of the same old routine of waking up at two.. watching 命中注定我愛你, eating... watching... eventually sleeping at three plus ):

SO SIAN. 

so i changed!

a wee bit. i guess. woke at nine plus, showered, cooked, and watched 命中注定我愛你.

OKAY LA I KNOW. NOT MUCH OF A CHANGE.

will be studying later. COMBI SCIENCE MCQ TOMORROW *Cue screams of horror*

sibeh sian. kindof tired. but feeling pretty glad that i woke up early!

I've been listening to Jazz. *Gasp from nowhere*

Natalie Cole, Nat King Cole. Duets (: So romantic hor, if they are not father and daughter. hehe. but they sound damn damn damn good! 

So today's a day of songs that makes me happy! : D Zai jian, da jia!

Cecilia's flying off to India, Shang Hai and Prague on different days ):

So busy. haha. no more crazy night walk. She's gona fly to each destination and back. like. WHAAAAAAAAAT? 

must take one jab for each trip leh. haha.

 okay enough already. back to Taiwandrama. here i come! ha.

last night, just as i was drifting to slumberland, i remember like, oh shit, i owe Cecilia $2. must remember to return her tomorrow. then i fell asleep.

others night, i make list of what to buy.. bags, watches, colour, design, all in, but by morning i'd have forgottened. i'll be making lists in my head, like, what needs to be done, whatsoever. siao one.

kay i also dont know the purpose of this post. prolly to let people know that im suffering from lack of sleep and overactive imagination.. or something like that.

DYLAN'S SO HANDSOME IM GONNA DREAM OF HIM TONIGHT.

o.

Went to Cana yesterday, that little sanctuary near P&P Church. Very cool. They have quite a lot of chairs. but are stacked at the sides. so Amplify is held at Cana yesterday, wasn't really listening to Father William (sorry =\ wasn't in the mood) but i was in the mood for exploring. HEH. i was loo

king around all the time. saw a very nice portait of Mother Mary and Jesus. saw danny again (: an

d adrian, lydia, joel(le.?), rebecca. Idk why they like to pet my head. just as they walk by. then adrian likes to m

ess up my hair. OH MAN. 

Yeah so the whole thing ende

d pretty early, no much fellowship, so we pretty much left Cana at ten odd. Noel, Cecilia and I walked around 

town- oh ya. Cana's in townish area. So we walked around a lot, went to suntec city, raffles city, citylink. OH F FO

RGOT TO BUY BANGLE ):

Anyway. 

Saw this damn pretty bangle in a little pushcart beside food republic. black/red, made of wood. $5. PRETTY SHAYTE. Forgot to get it today!!!!

Kay nee way. we decided to take bus home so we walked from waterloo street.. to whereverelse. finding busstops. Bras Basah MRT 

station is right beside- nearly- P&P Church!

Oh ya. finding buss

top. then we checked the last bus timing. and then bus 502 and 80's last bus' timing are 0001 and 0026, so we went to wander around.. 

Went to padang, the Breathe event held by the National Healthy Lifestyle.. or something. caught the ending. great music.

 great deejay. left after standing ard. for 15 minutes. stalls are all closing.  so we walked on.. to the war memorial site.

If you cant see what's written, it says this: Memorial to the civilian victims of the japanese occupation, 1942-1

945. cool place. so we sat by the steps, the three of us, and chatted. then we walked on.. to take bus home.

Went to the same places again today. accompany cecilia to buy winter clothes. she's going to shang hai. and prague. like. shuang can. 

so, today's outing consist of cecilia, manuela and me.

we went to fox.. and tries some very thick.. whateveryoucallit. pretty too! $26. 

I'm in pink, cecilia's beside me, and man's squatting down there. i wanted to buy shoes today ): didnt get it. didnt have any caught my eyes. oh, bother of finding shoes. man suggest that i go to bugis. =\ not very convinced. but might try. i want.. black peep toes.

I WANT NEW SHOES AND BAGS. AND CLOTHES. AND MONEY. 

kay. saw bags i really really liked just now.. $80 each. damn. i really liked them ): 

mei you qian. zhen me ban.?

Starting work on wednesday with singtel. i'm too lazy to cont'd blogging. bai, da jia. wo ai zhu pa.

Visualizing a super teevee with sharp image, good volume and a fat sofa planted infront of it!

Well. might as well visualize some drinks lying around... pop! hurhurhur. 

When all these doesnt come true, theres always a consolation price, my laptop with a cold hard chair planted infront of it! and drinks..? welll. it's a D.I.Y kind of thing. excuse me. 

(If im working, im gonna start tomorrow. im damn excited but trying not to show it.)

Kay. Bai. I'm a horrible blogger. i know. i love me too. 

not in the mood to blog a long and pictureful, sentimental full, rant full kind of post. because..命中注定我愛你!

F&n buang ah.

.  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .

Kay neeways. Big Fat O is going to be over and done with sooon. so glad. at last ^.^ then can go zuo gong and zhuan qian. oh must do résumé! :D

Uhuhuh.

F&n, like the previous paper, was a sweaty affair. no fan, no fan. i'm situated in about the center. then it rained halfway through. buang weather. 

i like kit kat.

Cheegopek on the way home i thought of sooooo many thing to blog. then i forget them all the moment i step in the front door. 

Oh yes. tomorrow is chai-neeze. must memorise formats. 

I wanna buy a black hoodie, a new wallet, a camera, a new mp3/4, earbuds, shoes, and more shoes. oh yes. clothes. man. YISS is coming in about.. a month odd! that means...... CHRISTMAS IS COMING, CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!!!!!!! HELL YEAH. i love, lurve, luv, <3,>

've been asking around some friends for lobangs. wanna work asap. so that i can earn moolah. a lot of moolah. :D im not money face. i just need cash. bai. 

no matter how far apart we are, just look up. we are under the same sky.

look up the stars. 

sudden thought. hee. no references to anyone in particular. it's from chicken soup. i love chicken soup (:

it's 05:56.

im happy (: v glad. i love surprises. only the pleasant ones. 

HAHA. sudden thought two. alice is gonna buy me an alarm clock on christmas because i keep waking up late. HAHAHAHA. damn funny luh. she said those type that goes "GOOOOONG! GOOOOONG!" gongs that will wake everyone up as well. Funny ah alice. haha. kay bai.

so i went for Amplify last friday, really missed the people there (: damn glad to see them again. it was when i enter the room when i realized how excited i was! i mean like really siao kind of excited. i was like. skipping la. no la. like. little hops here and there. HUR. damn excited. like how you'd feel when you're at.. say a live show of your favourite band. geddit.?? no.? too bad. kay. anyway. the session was DAMN GOOD. Alfred was the speaker. and the topic is Hope. very interesting topic. think that's one of the most meaning session for me (: glad i attended! went to church today.. not very happening. just love balderdash. but played two rounds only, a

nd left at nine to go home and study. duh. not studying. but will later. blog, blogblogblog. i love porkchop. the pig. not pock chop the real thing. i dont like pork now ): think it taste damn weird. because... 

and then there's the pig on my lap too.? yep. dont eat pork.