Wake up call at 12 plus from the POSB banker ._. Mr Chin. He was telling me that my credit card bill is $290 overdue. right. i dont even own a credit card. shit balls, my sissy and mr ray chin. hahahah. was dorothy's doing, haha. calling me up to go JP. so we went. went to get my tragus pierced, hip hip hooray. 

Kinda stings, but it's better now! sissy said it most definitely will swell. shit. but who cares, i got it pierced already. 

Loeiloei is falling asleep on my lap ._. then her body is leaning to the left, any further she'll fall off, HAHAH. had to wake her up to change position. 

Brought ballet flats from.. mondo. for work. finally. new shoes. dont like it a lot, but it'll do. 

Recently i've been drinking red bull again. haha. remember i used to share this little 25oml worth of sugar-rush with linny. every. freakin'. break. time. aly never liked it very much, hahaha. 

Fuck. ray said i grew fat. 

Went from a 3 hour prawning session last night, caught 3 measly little prawns, none by me ): almost caught a few, but i pulled in the rod too quickly or too slowly.

Loeiloei is adorable. sigh. wonder how her prevvy owner had th heart to abandon her.

GAH. KFC, McD and LJS's leaflets hanging around the house. hahaha.

well, i think, you're dumb. 

woke up at 10 am today, the earliest i have awaken in a loooong time. Qam countered with a 'i woke up at 9 am, that's the latest i've awaken in a long time.' bloody hell. hahaha.just when i was soooo proud of me ownself for waking up early. so i went for coffee at starbucks, saw Jacob at the counter! (: such a coincidence. second time i caught someone from church at starbucks. hee. i spilt Qam's caramel frappe. i enjoyed his mom's chocolate fudge cake. 

Female white maltese, newly adopted as loei loei by us (: poor loei loei was abandoned nearby JP. her face is. tear-ridden. and her fur is over grown. fucked-up asshole ex-owners. and by the way loei reacts to people, she was prolly mildly ill-treated too. fuck, make that strongly. she's the most timid doggie ever. i havent heard her bark or anything, and she's the sweetest thing. loei loei's heroine's dorothy (:

Hmm. 3.45 am. gotta go to bed soon.

Just finished watching Nick and norah's infinite playlist. great. one movie down! gonna watch slumdog next. or something. bah. actually. maybe i'll sleep. waking up early tomorrow, ( hope noone draws the curtain, have no idea who does that- dad or sissy) do some chores for once (: get my momma happy. snacked many many. must get momma to buy more apples home. re-stock. yeah. worked at harbourfront few days back. on th return journey, Qam called cuz he was bored.. and scared of the dark. (yes ah. reveal your secret to the world. i know you'll be reading this.) so we talked from vivo.. to jurong. my phone was dying ever since tiong bahru, but it managed to last all the way home, even after he hung up to go for a shower! heh. so unpredictable. 

went to wywy just now, check out some phones and the prices. =\. quite sad. fexpensive. 

meeting Qam for coffee tomorrow, yay. and chocolate fudge cake. and. i'm so tired. gonna sleep soon! now! 

finished the man named dave. by. dave peltzer. (i remembered!) it was. daaaaamn cool. wanna go find the child called 'it' at NLB. :0 Bookworm.

Eliz thinks her hair is.. a wee bit too short. without her fringe covering her eye, she's feeling a little exposed.. too exposed. tsk. annoyed leh. how huh. 

suddenly the color blue is everywhere. babe just got me a cookie monster mobile thingy. my toenails are currently the darkest blue. my room's blue. i wore blue to church earlier on.

wait a second. make it blue, and green. these two colors. green tee. green everywhere. 

yeah, and why am i talking about colors? boo.

wanna be my pocketful of sunshine? 

xo.

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Went bloghopping for a second. seems like there's a rainbow on a few blogs! sirbest and steven's to be exact. i saw one too! a pity i didnt capture it. 

How's your day?

who's that girl standing there?

Went to get a little hair trim at Ben & Kat's. Oh ma gun. My bangs. Gone. no more bangs for me to hide beneath. but im not used to this feeling. BAH.

just when i have to get my passport sized photo ready. i. chop. off. the. bangs. 

Fell asleep when the sun was rising.. 6 am.. 6.30ish. 

Then hor. she woke up at 12 noon! 

well actually. she intended to wake up at 10 am but 

somehow the alarm didnt go off/ she didnt hear a 

single note of i dont love you by mcr. hmmm. she 

woke up wanting to fall back asleep. but the sun was 

shining in her face, so she shrugged it off, and got

up. she actually enjoy waking up with the sun as her

personal wake up.. light. as opposed to call. yep, and

so she got up.. did her usual morning routine, and 

proceeded to. vacuume the floor. weird eh. haha. 

her mom has been nagging non-stop. since the 

vacuum is brand-new, eliz decided, heck, why not 

man. let's do it. (: and voila, the nice clean floor.

here, eliz inserts a proud smile. 

alright. a glance at the bottom right corner of the 

screen just shocked eliz. she gotta go. late. for. 

work. bye anyone! 

xoxo.

love the song too. ^-^

Eh. btw. click on the advert la~ be nice. and it's all veh interesting ads! go on, one click wont kill you.

Woke up very late today. 4pm, with a feeling of dread. thought that i had missed the enrolment date and scrambled up in bed. havent went thru it since i got in from the mailbox.

denial, denial, denial. bottle pop.

:| drowning in music. hahah. was reading with the ear-piece plugged on, when my momma asked me to makan dinner. i bloody jumped lor. HAHAHA.

it will get easier, innit. was telling ZX and KJ that i'm fcking relieved, but seems like. anything can trigger nothing and everything. 

Eliz needs to get away.. go away somewhere, anywhere. hopefully it comes with a new haircut and a mobile phone, preferably Samsung F480 or SE Xperia, or C905, or C902. or W890i.

actually a new phone and haircut will do just fine (;

ipod, i'll get you soon. 

yes, this post is edited.

today's...technically monday. 

and SUNDAY WAS THE GREATEST.  went to church. alice and aunty gina kept saying that i had changed. eyes bigger? heavier bangs? change from no bangs to have bangs? i always had bangs ._. 

coni best. she said i grew.. cute. michael asked me to anah anah go stand infront and let everyone examine you lah. .__. hahahaha. best hor, sat behind aunty gina for fourty-five minutes and she only noticed me after practice ended. after mass, went for lunch/catch-up session at the kopitiam. but only a few people were there.. everyone else is busy/absent. BOO. then after lunch, lingered at church for a while more, then i went for work at BLSCz. the cool. lao ban asked my why jian jiu mei you kan dao ni ha?! one week only, dah. HAHAHA. miss the hustle and bustle.. after a week at clementi. hmm. andrew changed his specs! (actually i knew days earlier. suddenly thought of it. heh.) 

KA. Dnu wt els t sy. by, lv. 

Easier to let go than to

hold on painfully. Smile.

Haru haru. day by day. big bang.

despite not understanding the song/ meaning, i like this song (:

Yeah. work today, quite fun cuz KJ and ZX was thr. crazy chaps, crazy jokes and all. racist, the whole lot! hahhaa. closing took damn long, cuz we wa waited for weihao to come, so tt stage, spotlight and all can go into his van. wow. reached home at eleven lor. headache ah. thank goodness andrew drove me home. 

HMMM. made impromptu curry this afternoon, and to cut long story short, i injured my finger. many many blood. end of story. 

Got my enrolment package today, saw the fees. quite. shocked. and. i dont know if i can do this. lowest point of my life now. idk what to do.

Really missed church.

Kay, today was really the slackz's life. did laundry, didn't vacuum the floor, ate many many food, jogged for 10 minutes, watched big bang's MVs, listen to a paramore playlist on imeem, and.. browsing thru' rd, of course.

So i woke up at 4 pm today, i'm a pig, i knw. slept at 6am mah. watched August rush for the second time.. still as magikal. yo. keri russell's got some big startled-look-eyes. fabulous color too. it's now  2 am, sissy just got home from work, and she brought toblerone! 

i'm gonna sleep after blogging, so that i can wake up earlier tomorrow, do some vacuuming and all. laundry. pack room, you know. i've got no work until thursday.! yes ah.

and i can tie all my hair up, finally! i look like a ball though. heh heh. 

i declare today Be Thankful Day. so i am thankful for

rubber bands.

moms and dads.

music.

cool mobile phones. with cool external display.

calculators.

washing machines.

text messaging.

bluetooth.

lovely sisters.

churchmates.

pets. porkchop(:

koko krunch.

contact lenses.

God.

Notepads.

Emails.

Cool friends.

Not to mention, cool robot earrings too.

nowhere to be found.

Just finished watching august rush- for the second time. gonna watch something else soon.. but im pretty tired. glad that i'm not working today... later on. i've been using my mom's phone recently, for the past two days in fact. motorazr v9. mahogany. the color. is the cool.

im wondering if i should get one of my own. it's damn unfair for my mom, if im using her cool mobile. Yeah. gimme some idea, people. yes, i'd love to own another slim flip phone, after aeons of the slide w910i phone. i love slamming my phones. yo. 

Sunday was fine, Eliz had a lovely sleep. so lovely that she overslept, and woke up at twelve thirty in the noon, instead of 8 in the morning. yes, she also woke up at eleven because there was a malay wedding going on a stone's throw away, and the emcees and singers were warming up. eliz's mother was going on about the beautiful decorations... and pretty chairs. eliz is not amazed, because she saw how they stayed up all night long to get it done so prettily! three cheers for their energies. yes, on to the next topic. awaking at eleven, eliz saw that the silly red shit-ass mobile of hers was not charging. so she went to find another charger. and tried to charge the red W910i. to no avail. apparently, the phone was having her PMS, and decided to breakdown completely. no amount of curses, throws or frustration thrown against the red-ass mobile worked. so she had to borrow her mother's cool motorola flip phone. oh man. eliz want that phone too, she thinks. eliz misses church and all her churchmates a lot, but by not attending church, words means peanuts. her friend, lincoln, told her that God wants her back, but she's not very sure herself. she's just so.. off the path. heading into the forest. she doesn't know, either. so anyway, she went to work. she took bus 185, a bus she'd have to take on a daily basis in future. her eyes almost popped when she saw the fare. she like the long bus ride, btw. hate the long wait for the bus though. esp. in the persistent ziggy zaggy heat waves. she had a long think about everything and anything, letting thoughts past thru', letting imagination run wild. she was, at one point, imagining herself doing homework on the bus. now, how silly is that? recently, eliz has been writing a lot, be it typing on the key board, or writing on those unfinished foolscape. why, yesterday itself, she wrote three full pages, history's structured essay styled, worth of thoughts. at the end of it, her hands were trembling. so she arrived at Clementi a few minutes' late, to see Jon waiting at the bus stop. so they went off, to work. eliz was quite pissed today, because she had to work right smack outside the new mall at Clementi. but she got over it, and she's no longer pissed. she realized that the people are quite nice too, they brought chairs ov for them to sit. they also like her, they told her themselves. the new mall was.. cram. and haha, a sudden thought just passed thru' her mind. she suddenly remembered walking into Singtel, and all conversations stopping as they turned to stare at her and Jon. yeh. back to the point- what was it anyway? yeah. so eliz worked for X hours today, and didn't consume solid food for X hours. eliz is quite sure noone's reading at this point. she only ate a big fat sinful mcSpicy when she got home, which is so belardy sinful, she's so annoyed with herself. eliz suddenly missed those crazy math excercises ms chong used to give out, at bulk. eliz missed 4E6, too, despite all the wacky things that occured throughout. eliz is still eating, moving on to the next sin, chocs. yay. she's gonna have triple chin. haha. eliz is trying to forget. trying to remember. trying to grasp hold of the truth. trying to understand life. trying to accept life. trying to learn, trying to forgive, trying to piece the puzzle pieces together, trying to acquire knowledge, trying to stop, trying not to cry. the thing that may seem so minute to one, may be of utmost significance to another. eliz is so tired, at the age of seventeen, so tired. hiding lies, secrets, secrets, secrets. how do you keep a secret? do you know how to hide?

i.ve been listening to very laid back songs :] cool cucumber, yes ah.

brought hazel/ brown contact lenses! oh mai koosh. i'm so kool hor. ._. but i'm not used to this.. brown eyes look. heh. i used to say i'd never get colored contact lenses, look what happened. hehheh.

totto-chan is a very very nice novel. 

and i look very fair. light effects only, dont even dream that i've turn flawless overnight .__. though it'd be a good kind of change. hmmmm. my jiujiu said that i looked like a cat. meow.

i've brought a wonderful earpiece! so happy ^-^ thankyou stevie boy, for accompanying me to Challenger @ IMM. i'd say i love you, but that would be lying. :D

Creative ep-630. yay. white. and cool.

i love cool stuffs. yay.

Isn't it beautiful? Awwwwwww.

I'm gonna get it soon (: finally, something to look forward to. i'll miss my old YP-k3 though. the earpiece failed me ): died one night when i was needing my music! oh man. still sad about it.

*****

going to meet stevie boy at 5.30, he's gonna accompany me to challenger @ IMM to find a decent earpiece :D i'm so forking happy, i'm not gonna cuss today (: 

YES AH. IM NOT WORKING TODAY :D;D;D;D;D;D;D Alicia dua-ed me again. i hate her -.- she called me,asked me out, then cancelled it. BITCH. I HATE YOU. 

=\ im kidding. prolly meeting her on Friday. 

I think robbie williams and jason mraz are hot. but ray begs to differ. ): JASON IS TEH HOTNESS. NOT RIHANNA. HAHAHAHA.

The exorcist is a .boring. movie. ._.

Ohgay. tired alr. still damn excited about ipod. and it's lovely color. yes ah. i love money. i love ipod. i love you. i love me. i love in- ear headphone. i love apple. i love God. i love the rain. i love sirus. i love the orion belt. i love iron and wine. i love a fine frenzy. and i love the world. hip hip horray.

sleeping on little random pieces of rocks.. nice. Not.

one thing's nice though, the tent i slept in. this beautiful kid's tent, so bright and happy. was so happy when my sissy gave the tent up to me.. until i went in and saw tt there was plenty of sand, jere and eugene's ploy. peeved by the fact that the tent is shaped for nice short kids, not one taller, albeit not by much, teenager of seventeen. love the top of the tent though:

Nice, no? pretty black and white pattern i stared at in the morning.

yeah. then i had to leave, go home at eleven, because i had work at blsc at one. was sooooo tired. after work ended (at ten pm, no less), i went home with zhixian and alan, showered, and slept promptly at midnight. woke up twelve hours later :B. kena ribbed by isaac:

T.T very random, since for a fact one thirty-six is AFTERNOON, NOT MORNING. 

i think sleep is such a... priceless gem. 

Working later =\ again, and again. but for the money, i'll zip up my lips and shut up. (:

POKER FACE.

actually poker face has got similar elements to just dance. it like.. quite a replica. but yeh. just dance is nicer. 

just did a facebook note. quite a joke. hahaha.

Still love eastcoast despite the complains i just made (:

so i slept on.. woke up at three, gawdz. made late lunch for dad. fried rice, the ultimate basicz, cuz idk what else to cook, and i was tooooo lazy to go and buy food for dad. 

Look at the stars, see how they shine, for you?

Poopz. today. three cats visited my corridor. one mean fat grey cat (which i wont forget for hissing at me!), one white cat with three round spots on it's body, and one smaller silverish grey cat which followed me downstairs.. then went to find someone more interesting to follow. hmmm. idk why they came by. haha. 

Since i had no work, i spent my time doing chores and stuffs. and last night, out of boredom, i cut off all my fingernails. looking horribly ugly now, but who gives a shit, noone's complaining, except me, that is. missing the professional-sounding clic-clac sound i get on the keyboard. 

if you get what i mean. haha. just bought two bags from my sissy's online shop, oh man. mixture of jubiliance and sadness. 

the giver is still a very good read. i'd love to know what happened after they managed to get to Elsewhere though. i'd also love to like live the life of those people. no colours. no happiness. no hurt. no love. no joy. no pain. no feelings. no choices. quite an idea. hmm. 

NAH.

Have been listening to many many chinese songs.. S.H.E and Jay chou. 

Going to camp out at east coast tmr. 

I hope i can manage EE. 

Chinese song. linked from one blog to another, finally heard this song. not much, but quite sad hor. this song. sooooo. appeal period is over, as of yesterday. didnt try to appeal, was pretty resigned ( did i mention it in th prevy post.?) to being a np student, belonging to EE.  .__.

Will try my best in EE, despite hearing many many negative comments on it, hearing stories of struggles and who knows whats. and anyway, even before entering the course ive already known some people who can help me- if i need help in studies. Isaac, zhi xian, dad, Qam's friend. yeh. something like that.

Might end up in the same class as Jem and Qam in th first year- since we're all in NP and all in engineering course. 

Yesterday during work, Isaac told me his.. little story. about his schooling and stuffs. now i'm quite stressed and intimidated by the big idea of Engineering. Sigh. this wont be th last time i'm going on and on about my fresh new course. 

I wonder when's the appealing results coming out. hmm.

My chinese seems to be getting worse. ytd, when a customer asked me to edit the time and date for his mobile, i was stuck.. whn i saw tt it was in chinese. i froze for 5 seconds and passed th phone to jon, who passed the phone to alan. seems like we're all chinese baichis. hohoho.

but i still can speak in mandrin kay. i just cant recognize chinese words. that's why i dont like to k box man. k box always do chinese songs. and hanyupinyin doesn't come with th words =\ thus strikes out k box. but i like k box. so indecisive aye. k english songs. yay. 

Why am i blogging about k box man.

No work today, yes ah. Busy past week leading to build up of lack of sleep. so. tiring. finally had time to sleep like a log. ( i refuse to use pig, man.) 

Quite curious how everyone did, where everyone else is going now, studying? slacking? retaking? giving up? whatever it is, pretty curious. 

missed church again, yesterday. lincoln called me to mock-lecture me (: and to promise me a wake-up-call next sunday. hooray. that cad. haha. 

Re-reading some novels. because i'm quite too lazy to go to th library on a weekly basis. but at least i'm trying =\ th last time i went, it was three in the afternoon, and there was students everywhere, quite unsettling.

Nothing else to randomize. bye. 

Oh yeh. Steven. you owe me a long story. you know what i mean(: