Push the misery to one side; it might disappear over the corner.

i've finally decided to play with C902'camera. it's not too bad! wa zai, cannot compare to canon/nikon/whatsoever. but as a camera phone :] the girl's well satisfied. except for the zoom. kanasai.

Tulips from my sissy's birthday 3 days ago- petals are falling off at the slightest touch. taken at 4 am. cuz i was bored and bored. pretty innit?!

coin purse that i dont use. lovely shade of pink. brought it to school ONCE. and only once. playing with the macro feature. pretty cool. 

couldnt help myself. my lovely watch from one birthday ago. havent worn it in ages ( since i stopped school, pretty much), and am currently taking every chance i have to wear it. heh. until i forget, that is. 

and last of all.

for those who dont know, these are the house guinea pigs!

on the left is porkchop, the little neat girl.

on the right is ah pui AKA Freddy AKA Chickenchop, the big messy boy.

Yes. he got three name. ( but basically he wont respond, so it doesnt actually matter whatsoever, right?) 

Yes ah. they are getting along so well! sleeping side by side for warmth.. taking turns to eat (food bowl ain't big enough for a candle lit dinner for two) and all. Freddy kept a brave front when i when to put more food into the bowl. he sat very. very. very still- something that porkchop didnt do until recently- but alas. i accidentally knocked onto the metal cage and a loud ping! sent Brave ole Freddy into the dark refuge, side along side with porkchop.

*****

Woke up early today- trying to adjust to morning life. so i'm sleeping very little, but who gives a shit. went to do grocery shopping, realize that sometimes not every goes according to plan. bummer, no bittergroud tonight. bummer. bummer.

but! 

there's soup :B Sze yang chye soup, yo.  

There's also work later. :\.

Sibei sian. haha. not enough sleep. very annoying, the way my hands are trembling. kabei she me, hands no need sleep what. jiao wei. 

gun. hanging out with chinese swearing folks is doing me good! But i still catch no balls when two people, highly fluent in hokkien, are conversing. i'll be like.. ay, ta jiang she me? then ni jiang she me? after a while i'll heck care, they can be talking about coffee in china for all i know. 

Oh ya. checked my enrolment status. successful. doesnt give me the feeling of euphoria as anyone would... wont they? Hmmm.  

Kept checking out the window. oh yeah, i'm situated by the window again today. bored. 

like this place.. thought i'll get back ache. YA, ASK ME WHY I DONT WANNA NUA IN BED LOR. ASK. gah. so anal.

where im at. 

xoxo.

Had a dream, a very long and sceneful dream. sceneful. hmm.

yeah anyway. went to get the dream dictionaries and interprete as mucch as i remembered. basically it was the fact that i dreamt of my grandfather for the first time that gave me drive to find the meaning. 

gawd. i just almost cried. relating the dream to me momma. 

i dreamt of.. a cousin of mine. who likes to collect balls (in the dream, duh). i stole band-aids. like suppose to be 1 for 20cents, i took 2. and paid 20cents. the other shopkeeper somewhat saw but bochap lei. i dreamt of a funfair. i dreamt of a school event. i dreamt that a friend got expelled. the accepted into NP. then i met another friend. and was bloody happy to see her, i hug her and laugh wildly. i dreamt that a friend threatened me and made a cut on my ear, and it bled. i dreamt of a teacher. who had a guinea pig which looked like a skinnier version of porkchop. i dreamt of stealing furnitures.

:|

Basically it's all positive, even the impending death. walau the ear cut means i have to listen to constructive critism lei. imagine. ey, you look fat. slim down. imagine. go and get liposuction. imagine lei. haha. okok. constructive. i'll keep in mind.

nabei. chui ah.

went out for supper with Isaac and Weeyew at midnight. go all the way to eunos there for mee sua.. with all the disgusting pig innards. so i ate something else. then after food. Isaac tell his tale. Weeyew gave.. constructive critism. heh. then go geylang. da kai yen jian kay. walau eh. then after that send Weeyew to his friend's house, Isaac drove me home.. yeah. collapse in bed and slept for 12 hours. 

Dreams.. what do they really mean. contrasting meanings. :|.

xoxo. 

I've been doing little icons. for fun. 

Today's dajie's birthday. Celebrating tomorrow.. though i'll be working. 

Suppose to go to plaza sing to meet syadiq.. but you know. cant. sorry ah boy. 

Icons FTW.

=\

Dont know what to say. 

Going to start school in.... days. no more three months to go. no more slackey days at home. no more. 

Oh my fuck. so emo. slit wrist and die, kay? 

♥Jonathan rhys meyers.

♑.

Sudden mad rush when Isaac reminded me to send in work schedule. 

my Excel expired. & i couldn't update my own schedule. Isaac had to do it for me. many thanks ^-^

Finished HP Deathly Hallows. YESAH. finally. might might MIGHT start on SoUE. Must ask steven if there is the series. 

*keep in mind keep in mind keep in mind.*

Browsing thru' nat dee again, and old pictures on FB. Clearing junk mails. 

and emptying the recycle bin.

I swear. emptying the recycle bin is damn shiok. kay, cheep thrill. i know.

Work.. Isaac drove me again. Thanks many many. Black bike rock. helmets not.

Steven-aka-tekong-boy called me during work. talked to Afred too. heh.

what else.. sleep i guess.

xoxo.

cant go out.

Fold clothes.

Sweep floor.

Laundry.

Pack shoes.

Change bedsheets.

Suppose to town with lin + jem.

*Lets out biggest sigh in the world.*

I just ate food.ugh. 

Bye outside world, hello housework.

sigh. thank goodness got them. or else i'll be in my own space for like. forever. laoban went to buy bread for everyone to eat and was nagging at me to eat then cont'd, cuz i didnt had my dinner break. in the end also go home eat cold gan lao mien from M.sia.

if only Sg have this kind of good food... that taste good even when cold. Nahbei. 

Chui ah.

Non-stop. crowd. 

<3.

G'night.

xoxoxo.

(:

Went to bugis with Alicia today, shag ah. got the hoodie cardi, flats, a grey JD tee, a skinny black cool belt, and.... uh. dont remember. oh yeh. an owl print tee and a dolphin print dress.

Totally regret the dress.

ALICIA! I REGRET THE DRESS!! ):!!!

Ate at HK Restaurant. nothing impressive. price is too much. 

bah.never again.

no offense, Aly. :B

Got home at 11 plus, Loeiloei was so excited she insisted on jumping everywhere for 5 minutes. 

then phone.. change memory card. and voila, C902.

Sexy right. i know.

k la. it's regular. just the type i want. reg. ole. joe.

Working tomorrow *inserts jiao-bin* confirm half sleeping on feets. 

i've been having dbl eyelids for a couple of days already. i wonder why.

Dorothy texted me from Batam just now :B she's stuck indoors with the rain outside, like me at Bugis earlier. hehe. 

Steven called from Tekong. talktalktalktalktalk. phone call cut. hahahaha.

Isaac wanna psycho me to eat and grow fat *glowers in his general direction* evil biker. He's the ultimate baichi. 

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Isn't blue cool? (: i like i love~

Four ten. cant sleep. reading happy potter. harry potter. 

Sunday ah. 

Ordered C902 already, ordered it in black and it'll be here on Saturday (hehheh. sexcited.)

Sibeh sian, everytme i see W910i. 

Insomnia?

Dl-ed the latestest version of windows live. not impressed much. heh. cuz i havent seen the features yet. 

Sissy heading to Batam tomorrow

. Thinkthinkthink. 

You're my new obsession.

xoxo.

Still reading Order, (cues Isaac's annoying 'Again?! Aiyo.) getting annoyed with the books too, already. doesnt seem to end. 

but then again right. idk what to occupy my time with once i'm done with all seven books. im thinking of series of unfortunate events :B must ask Steven. 

Hmmmmm.

work today (yesterday?), Andrew dropped by to chitchat with Alfred, then left 1/2 an hour later. after work, went to take bus home with zhi xian. both of us were so exhausted. i didnt even retort when he teased me. heh. then on the bus. i changed sits three times ._. him lor. so mafan. then i showed him my wrist, and performed 'magic'. 

Heh. obviously, zx being zx, act one unimpressed. bleh.

bloody tired leh. dont know why im not sleeping also. need to buy contact lenses tomorrow. order phone. pay school fees. do online registration. prepare soup. 

._.

cliché? yes. so much to do, so little time. 

Bye. 

Today consisted of 

• Fruit juices (Apple orange, yumyum)
• Vegetable juices (Celery tomato, bleech.)
• Harry potter and the order of phoenix
• Leicha

Basically laaaa. you know. everytime we got bored we just blend two random fruits together, for a perfect combination. limited fruits. so apple orange will suffice. my sis tried and failed banana milk. i tried and failed tomato celery :| but because my dad said it tasted like shit, i downed it all. ALL. all of us expect the big lausai war tomorrow lor, seriously. 

but who cares. everyone was at home, lovely. 

oh yes. steven called from camp too. was soooo surprised. talked for a few minutes when the forkup connection died. 

sooooo. the big idol show tomorrow. isaac's gonna fetch me there, yay. new bike! exciting ey. gonna wake up tomorrow morning at 8 am, come hell or high water. church. so i'll go to bed.. promptly at one! :D

School's starting soon. so soon. =\.

Bye.

Awaken at 12 noon by sissy and her bf, they tried to get Loeiloei to disturb me up by annoyance, but because i slept at 5am, i didn't stir much. they kept giggling on the floor. sissy: Morning, wanna go have McD? me: grrrrrgh (incoherent mumbling.) But i got up in the end, and we went to have our brunch. then. we went home. to find that neither of us brought the keys out.! 

so i sat outside for half an hour or so.. going thru' jeremiah's science exam papers. TERRIBLE I TELL YOU. he scored a 14.5 over 30. so me lor. kanasai. tried to logic him into understanding. glad to say i was mostly successful.

and his math. COWBELLS. his careless mistakes were soooo apparent. it was when i've gone through with him those problems then he did the smack head thing and 'aiyoh. another careless mistake' gesture. cute eh. lovely boy. i'm gonna try to go through with him his homeworks every day, if i can. everything but chinese, i suppose. and he's got a school journal! i was reading page one hen i heard him saying dont read leh~ in a very teh manner.... and i whip the excercise book shut. one thing to har him teh people. 

and hor. i think he wanna be the class monitor, but is hesitant because of his bad results.. and behaviour. he said so himself. he asked offered help to the current class monitor, helping to write some stuffs in a notebook, and he said he's writing very neatly in the notebook! sigh. hope his teacher would assign him to be monitor. 

Oh yeah. Steven's prolly at Tekong now, poor boy, haha. 

Harry potter ah~ bye.

Didnt manage to wake up by alarm today, so i woke up at 12. alicia's wake up call. then i slowly got ready, showered, ate, all in ultimate slow motion. at one point, i even remember thinking: why im a taking my own sweet time huh? i'm meeting alicia at 14.30 leh. it's now 14.20. im still at home. yeah. very weird, slow languid beginning of the day. after that, trained down to gombak to accompany alicia to the doctor's. she got me throat medicine! (: throat feels better now, i popped one every few hours. after that, went to get my jeans, toko yaki, then shoes. THEN, gym. oh, gym. if only i have my own machines. if only i live at a condominium. if only i'm a millionaire's daughter. if only i have my personal instructor. if only i can learn yoga. if only one day's got 30 hours. if only there's a time machine. if only these were true. 

Yes ah, i'm going crazy. Harry potter, book 4. Hairpins. UOB. Za. OM Tablets. iPod. Duffy. Water bottle. friends. Genius. are loved.

Kiat mae say if eat too many OM Tablets will lausai leh. walau eh. like. cheaper form of those diet pills, no? idk la. fine prints didnt state. heh. 

I ♥ this color.  ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥.

.____. 

that your worth is crushing down on in.

*****

Another skin!

really like this one. i changed the colors a little. removed the image. edited the text. and there we have it, a lovely new skin so clean and removed of fuss.

yes ah. i love the music. the ipod. the old old se 910i (yes, still stuck with the phone, stop sniggering. ). Genius. work. loeiloei. Family. forgiveness. colors. puffer fishes. itunes. friends. cool buns.

when a girl is thankful, this is what you see :D

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I'm fallling sick. i'm forgetting. i'm searching for artwork. i'm reading harry potter. i almost typed hatty porrer. my throat hurts. i'm craving for coffee. i'm fat. i'm afraid. i'm tired. i love Loeiloei. i think she's falling sick too, how huh. she's so unlively. i'm craving for instant noodles ._. i'm listening to a chinese love song. and wondering why is it in the playlist. i'm removing the song. i'm going to stop blogging. i like this skin. so white hor. so.... shocking? idk. imagine popping into my blog after hopping over from a black background blog. if it makes sense. my previous two skins were black backgrounded ones. just remembered. i'm blabbering again. fuck. 

so tired. just got my ipod ytd, so glad. and im gonna get a new phone soon, i hope. mom's getting extremely extremely pissed off with me, i dont wanna guess why. have no idea what's wrong with me too, i've been very pms-ey when speaking to her. it's bad, very bad. and i changed the skin back. again. cuz yellow's annoying me, but i dont love this skin either. searching for a new one, no time ATM, idk why im blogging too, since i gotta prepare for work -.- annoying. rain rain rain! i love the rain.

Pictures of you, pictures of me hung up on your wall, for the world to see.

:| im so tired of life. i don't know why. music. is. my. escape. that's such a stupid thing to say, but i know everyone secretly agrees with me. im just tired, at at the end of the day, lying on the bed with the ipod by my side, everything seems a wee bit better. a little better, just a little. 

my mp3 revived!

revived! oh my goon. so bloody happy. and i was just complaining to the Samsung people. then i plug it to my laptop. and. the screen lit up!!!!!!!!! cool or not!!!

k la. not cool. cuz mp3's been dead since i let it hear me say i'm going to get the ipod in a few days' time. so she, being a jealous mp3, died on me 30 minutes later. depriving me of any form of music on mrt/ bus rides for... 3 running days );

but it's back!!!!

and ipod might be here later/ tomorrow!!!! so excited.

regretting the purchase a wee bit. was wondering.. why red, again? :| CUZ IT'S COOL, DUH.

NAH. LET'S DROP THE REGRETS. AND CELEBRAT BECAUSE TODAY IS A MONDAY AND IM NOT AT SCHOOL, OR AT WORK!!!!!!! :D 

Work was damn fun yesterday. didnt notice how time flew.. cuz my phone was half dead the whole nine hours. and the fun people.. yeah. but all was well except one. 

moothaasshoo. fuck, what i do with whom is none of YOUR business, you dont have to CARE or give a HOOT, and say i was in the wrong, when the matter at hand's got no right and wrong, in the first place, WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU to say i'm wrong, my mother or his father? STICK YOUR UNECESSARY COMMENT UP YOURS.

How nice of me to save a whole paragraph for you.

This friday's 13th again ._. 

Left eye's got a swell. boo. 

Harrypotterharrypotterharrypotter.

BYE.

xoxo.

Behold: 

...

i like the previous skin too.. and the one before. i just got. sick of them. so it's now Yellow's turn at center stage. pink. black. green. you'd know. if you frequent my blog.

Sigh. Eliz must be going mad, barking mad. she loves the new doggy. abso-blooming-lutely. When Eliz woke up at 10 am (prouds) and was unable to find Loeiloei, she paniked, ransaked the house, checked every room, called mom, called dorothy, texted chris, look around more, went outside to the corridors, looked out the window, imagined Loeiloei running on the road, cars zooming here and there, paniked more, called dorothy more, chris called back, Eliz's voice almost broke down on her, chris promised to try dorothy's cell too, Eliz paced, tried to read a book, laze in bed, and when Eliz heard someone at the door and saw dorothy carrying Loeiloei, the relieve was astounding. yeah, she was quite pissed at dorothy for not telling her, but realized, too, that she hasn't got no nuts right to be pissed. so she went back to bed.. to read. 

Yeah. so doggy wasnt lost after all. i cant believe i'd believe that someone would steal the doggy. ._. i know, very silly. so lets change the topic. sigh.

Harry potter. im watching the whole. whole. whole. bloody. movie series. am i cool. ._. was waiting for the movie to load when i decided to change the blogskin :].

kay. movie's complete. ciao. 

work was cool today. Damien. sandy. melv. alfred. melv's crazy, really crazy. hahahaha. eh, cooperation to teh max k. he promote sim, i promote cell. yeh. 

On a harry potter trail. 

have been watching the movies consecutively. philosopher's stone, chamber of secrets, just done with prisoner of azkaban, moving on to goblet of fire. :| i rock. 

was browsing thru' 8 Days last night, saw the youtube vid for the week. harry potter is gay. -_-. what can i say. he's cute. but no, not gay, i would say.

when you've read the books, the movie is kinda disappointing sometimes, because of the omitted parts and all. but we all know it's impossible to follow exactly, or it'll be soooooo draggy everyone will drool and gaze blankly at the screen or makeout at one corner. 

yehknow whadamean. 

Work later!

Gosh. i'd love to live in the magical world..  then i can fly. cast spells. be bestie with the headmaster. cast spells on my enemies. spend xmas with friends, at school. not wash dishes. YEAAAAAAH. get the drift.