jolly fine Bandyaids.
Saturday, May 30, 2009,
13:15
Miss you.
Hello weekend!
:}
Saturday. not going out. staying at home to complete assignments and all. had one test and one quiz this week! passed both, one exceedingly well.
got 85% on EEPS test- though some would say it's a no kick easy peasy test to pass, this is the module which i've been depressed over. this is one module which i couldnt understand for weeks. and i got it :D thus, 85%. best news ever.
the quiz on Engmec was quite. disappointing. as usual i focused too much on the tougher subject that i forgot how to do the simpler ones. BOO. but a pass is better than none so.
past week's been filled with highs and lows, cant say it's been down in dumps cuz friends are there to support when i fall back. feeling bad cuz i snapped at danny and suren during engmec (when i was studying like crazy for EEPS.) DANNY MY NANNY. :} my best friend. hehe. and suren my haribo partner.
we've been going out to makan for our long breaks... becuz Wilson's got a car :) so damn convenient laaaaa. last thursday everyone left their bags in the car and walked to bt food centre. i think we had ten odd people, obviously cant fit all in, so fit their bags and off we go. i took the car cuz i am lazy and lazy. yay. then yesterday too, lesser people so we squeeze into the car and went to eat at clementi.. then went to city vibe to kiakia. got the boys excited over the arcade. Jonathan wasted 4 bucks on the soft toy machine. then a dollar on the fighting game machine. it's been ages since i last stepped into an arcade. bad memories.
working tomorrow, same place. moooooolah. my not spending scheme seems to be working, i only took money from the wall once this week.
need to do the consession thing again soon! i forgot when i last did it *frowns*
a few mondays ago i think.
Auden, is it now, my Tasmanian Devil? - The secret of lost things by Sheridan Hay.
Been reading this book for ages. reading really slowly cuz i dont really have all the time in the world. anymore.
Oh! and my parents went down to school to sign the TGS already!
When we talk, the world is forgotten, along with time. with curiousity, i asked you what they said. and with regrets, we both wondered. you asked me a question, and i pushed it away with a you know it's not gonna happen. how i wished something would. with solemn eyes, you looked at me, and my heart broke twice.
(what could've... should've.)
Labels: Booktalk, Ngeeann ah., School. :), Songcraze, Weh random :D, Work :0
Wednesday, May 27, 2009,
20:58
Get it over with.
Feeling quite tired of everything suddenly. remembered the survey in the library: how many day in a month do you feel full of energy? i wrote 4, cuz there are four weeks in a month, and weekends, more specifically, saturdays, are my sleep days. but sunday is a work day, which mean that i have to finish all my assignments on saturday. bah. how often do you think of life after death? quite often, not that i've figure it out anyway. so i keep on thinking.
so tired.
kind of fucking tired of doing all the work. forgetting. cursing myself. doing overdued assignments. tired tired tired. stoning in class. trying to concentrate. kind of not working but.
just trying.
and yes. i lied. i dont feel full of energy 4 times a month.
[14:14, class.]
Labels: Emorant =\, Ngeeann ah.
Saturday, May 23, 2009,
20:28
But it started with an alright scene.
Moooooooooooooooooooooovie.
NAIGHT AT DER MUSEUM.
It was good! i was expecting myself to fall asleep cuz i had school from 8-5, and work from 6-10. (yes, whole day in the same clothes- except for work. was all sticky and gross, thank you very much.) was also wearing my contacts the whole time, another smack to the forehead to how bady the day had started. i forgot my calculator(smack), my glasses, my notebook. booooo. so i caught this movie half an hour after midnight with the bone. he came over to jurong east to pick me up and we bussed to esplanade and walked to ps. then we walked up 7 escalators. got the tix, the drinks and pops, and off we go. FRONT ROW'S A NECKACHE. but we had th row to ourselves and we stretched out like... nua k. but i couldnt find my comfy position so ): kept shifting around. finished the movie at 2.30-ish, walked to St Andrew's and grabbed a NR5. doozed on the bus.... bus driver was the cool. spinned corners like there's no tomorrow. couldnt really sleep. heh heh. but i prefer this to the morning/afternoon slow pokey drivers. with all the long bus rides, i guess i we spoke quite a lot. we did the LP on the top deck of 97, the PCD, and the works. and we watched TV. HAH.
i got home just before 5am. tired sia. woke up at six pm just now. HEHE.
EH THE MOVIE WAS REALLY GOOD LEH.
Love the new characters and the old too. Bobbing Einsteins, Spacemonkey Able, giant octopus, Napoleon, George Washington, like wow, and the Egyptian prince's big brother keen on overtaking the world.
But there were loop-holes la. dont wna say. dont spoil the movie for you any further.
School was fun, work was fun, movie was great, BYE.
ps:wna go for EE Camp!!!!!!! hey ho lets gooooooooooo.
Labels: Camp:D, Happypost, Out., PICTUREZ., Songcraze, Weh random :D
Wednesday, May 20, 2009,
21:54
Twenty twelve.
Feel.
Lessons today..went by like a breeze.. not exactly smooth sailing, more like turbulent wind i guess. Quite. Had delicious peanut pancake thing. yums. New favourite easy to eat food. cheap too. hafiz brought a cup of corn to class (EG1). both of us got nagged at for bringing food. hoho. miss ong so cute. Bah. Math quiz tomorrow. tutorial pass up by tomorrow. autocad assignment by tomorrow. hello, why am i blogging. i've been very angsty recently. how sia. classmate also said. 'siala why so angry sia?' ): AI DUNO WAI LAIDAT. so frustrated. stress also, hell. on brighter note! Engmec. i think im understanding more, thanks to Ray's tutoring. and answering all my goondu questions. Yay.
So tired. IS class. next tuesday got speech again. how sia. newspaper article, need to find something interesting.
back to EG1, bye anyone!
x
Because it's facinating to watch you breathe, and all your quirky expressions.
Labels: Ngeeann ah., Songcraze
Sunday, May 17, 2009,
22:22
Two heart beating together.
OI.
What a weekend.
Sheesha at Arab street with schoolmates last friday, pictures on my FB if you wna seeeeeeeeeeee. played truth or dare, so crazy. but frankly quite mild la. wasnt so siao cuz i dont think we were that high. hehe. amazing. after sheesha, we went somewhere else to lepak cuz we were fucking hot at aladdin. so we walked....to city hall. where to exactly, i cant remember. i remember zara. mcflurry. bitching about exboyfriends. HOHO. yuanxing, beeying and me were the only girls, and only chinese. there WAS Kirk too, but he left early (Awwwwwwwwwwwww yuanxingggggggg.)
ANYWAY. funfunfun.
Got home at around midnight i think? then i did laundry. packed the house. the room. did my nails. and slept at 4 AM. SIAO RIGHT. shagged.
Next morning, woke up, prepare for Malaysia and all. and off we go, into the cab. haha. lazy to train/bus and all. went to Queen's (huang hou. IDK WAZZAT IN ENGLISH. my own trslatn!) and got clothes for Xxuan while momma aunt and sissy get mani and pedis. NO FAIR ): BUT my nails are nice too! just dont bring it too close to your face k. :D
Then the dinner at night... was great. relative meetup like that. everyone looking good, chit chat gossip. after the dinner a few of us cousins went for K SESSION. and NEWAY rocks. the manager, Thomas, is my aunt's godson. sooooooo. we got the big room. and vip treatment. and more drinks. Kempai rocks. Thomas so nice. yay. he got us some fruit beer and we were hooked. then he kept asking me to drink. HAHA. he say one person drink very lonely. *chink glass* drink together la. fun. he a/c us for a while, then left for two hours or so, and then came back at 3am. i think. i did several linkin park songs with jeremiah. WALAU. CRAWLING IN MY SKIN SIA. HHAHAAAAA. then we belted Rihanna, no doubt, all those lor. chinese songs a bit hard for me. a lot of mumbling on my part :B
Thomas very cute ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Babelicious bride. wish her all the best! <3.
Labels: Happypost, Out., PICTUREZ., Songcraze
Thursday, May 14, 2009,
23:23
Boy with no name.
Travel the world with me.
x
School started late today, lessons from eight to twelve were cancelled due to Graduation. so our lesson started at 2 :B
Met Nas earlier. slackslack. talktalk. walkwalk. atrium and everywhere. saw Ivan halfway and made him come with us. thn meet Fizzzzzy. :]. Then go class... Engmec. SLEEEEEP. i know right. go class sleep. stupid right. but was feeling unwell. felt like vomitting. have been feeling vomittish for a while already. im not pregnant. shut up. couldnt vomit cuz i didnt eat. sooooo. sleep. then EEPS. HELL YEAH. finally understoon all the wires. and finally learnt how to read the bloody diagramme. quite like sudden enlightenment. sound so bull right. but i just kept pestering Nas and Dhamal (sp?)... and i finally figured out. so fucking proud of myself *beams*.
Peipei's wedding's coming! so soon la. time flies. even when you're not having fun. though i am. bloopbloop.
TSK. feel like. escaping. disappearing. into another timezone for a day and return at the same time. leave at 23.31 for 24 hours and return at 23.31 same day. GAAAAAAAAAH. too much movie. or something. overactive imagination.
I wanna watch X-men AGAIN LEY. really good. Hugh jackman's really hot. so sexy. im gonna watch the previous few x-men movies. YEH. something to look forward to. but like no time to watch leh. shit la.
I want. a deliciously good camera. and. new bedsheets. and. spaghetti. and. wooden bangles. and. Dan brown books. and. foolscape. and. time. and. MONEY. and. a vacation. and. encore contact lenses. ALICIA. MY CONTACT LENS. and. so much more.
i know. right. demand. buy something for me. love.
*bite lips*
Tell me you name, stranger.
Bye. SKL TMR. WLU. DAI. WDING. SATRDY. MSIA. YESAH.
Labels: Booktalk, Hookies., Ngeeann ah., sick :|, Weh random :D, What i want.
Monday, May 11, 2009,
19:15
Caught me here.
Hellllllllllllllllllllllo.
school ended at one today. slacked/nua-ed/did math until 2 oddish. rained the whole day. today i understood ELTECH! (: must sit in front more often.
realized that i've left many assignments undone ): autoCAD, MOL, tutorials, handouts. see already also sian. sigh.
saw zichuan bringing around 2 HG girls earlier!
so i got home.. then checked thru hw, decided on one to do, and promptly fell asleep ._.
am i good or what. gerald said im a pig. BOO. and NO, i did not put my head anywhere near the laptop so it wasnt hot, i shirted down. AND i was on the bed. weather's perfect for a sleep-in.
so i just woke up half an hour ago :}
felt HELL LOT better than 2 hours ago, when my stomach was hurting so badly i cant even stand properly. felt like vomeeeeting too, despite the fact that i had not had a sit-down meal today. ate haribo, drank soya bean, you know. snaaaaaack.
tired lei. feel so piggish.
one day im gonna steal of of school's table and bring it home.
one day.
When you set a bird free, it will soar and not look back.
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Went out with alicia on sunday!
we went to Suntec and... fareast. brought TWO tees. ONE bag. ONE bracelet. ONE watch. ALOT of food. as usual. majority of moooolah is spent on food. screw food. next time i go out i'll just salivate and chew on styrofoam or smt. gonna watch a movie with Noooooooooooel tomorrow! so excited lor. WOLVERIIIIIIIIIINE AHHHH.
Isnt Hugh hot.
BORED. DO ASSIGNMENTS. BYE POPE.
Your eyes told me stories you words denies. whom to listen to, the heart whimpered.
Precious things- tori amos
Labels: Ngeeann ah., PICTUREZ., Songcraze, Weh random :D
Thursday, May 7, 2009,
22:13
Giving up.
.
Had quite a bad morning, was quite sick until the point when i dont really wanna go to school. but i went. for EEPS. lecturer (sir!) said lesson's pretty important, you skip you liao. so i went despite the whinny eliz whining up a storm in my head.
so it was a good idea, until 3 pm. bacause 14 students from PB22 went to Beauty world to eat together. like. class outing. cuz it was a far walk. yes, we walked. working up an appetite huh. so.. food was great, company was awesome, bonding was the best. was so cheerful after that two hours long break.
then come EEPS. i didnt understand a thing. i couldnt decipher the diagrams. and almost everyone else were following along fine. felt like fuck lor. just stood around and peep here and there. wires wires wires. and then nas reminded me the autocad guy's friend dropped out of poly due to EEPS. quite scared ah.
after school, cabbed home with jon. then they dont accept nets. JIAOWEI. so annoyed. so now i owe jon money. Walau.
I dunno why am i writing so much. im going nuts soon. my mom's asking me not to work for another 2 weeks.. cuz of my persistent cough and crazy timetable. ):. i think my immune system shutting down or something.
money eh. money or rest. money or rest. so fucked up.
stress ah.
Have been discussing life/death with my kakis.. What do you wanna be in future? how old do you wanna be when you die?
And i keep thinking.. thinking about life/death a lot recently. past few days lah.
Really demoralized after EEPS. Nas called me, then gave a wee bit boost to my spirits. thn steven called me. said my cough's really fucked up ah, take care of yourself ley. talk about work, army, navy, work, school (scratched the surface), meeting up, unsuccessful meetups.
Just for a minute, let me be. let me let go, let me break, let me scream, let me cry, let me scream. just. because i dont know when i'll just
forget it.
because i dont say.
Labels: Emorant =\, Ngeeann ah., sick :|, Uncertainties
Wednesday, May 6, 2009,
00:15
When im with you.
The boys (:
L-R: Jonathan, hafizzzzzy, nas, harris, iqbar.
Jonathan stays ard. my area. WALAU. and i nvr see him ard before luh. we live 8 minutes' walk from each other lei. went homw w him yesterday. 2 days ago. MONDAY LAH. bus bus bus.
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I'm sick. EVERYONE'S sick. Nas is sick. alicia's sick. gerald's sick. EVERYONE IM CHATTING TO VIA MSN IS SICK. gerald said i got it from him thru' the net -.- siao one. hahaha. miss swift's done him in.
SICK AH. FORGOT WHAT I WNA BLOG ALR. TOODS.
Needing the money more than the rest.
Labels: Ngeeann ah., PICTUREZ., Rant., sick :|, Work :0
Sunday, May 3, 2009,
19:37
We're the ones who made you
(:
So glad Eminem's back. i love.
WE MADE YOU.
:D
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AI AM BAAAAAAAAK FLOM MALAYJAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I love Malaysia. i love Bukit indah. i love shopping. YAY. but i miss school! and my classmates!
side track: rediscovered Linkin park today.. CANT BELIEVE. my nephew influenced me to listen to LP AGAIN. He be the koolest 10 year old in Pioneer Primary. Yeh. AND HE CAN RAP! albeit not the greatest rapper. he can kay. he's my nephew :]. and he told me about a crush of his... OH. he's so growing up too quickly ): apparently the girl's got my length hair, my size eyes.. WHY NOT ME LA. HAHAHAHA. he's so cute. hahaha.
back to malaysia. my cousins! growing up so quickly. think a few months is nothing? look at this.
Left: Aug '08.
Right: May '09.
......
K LA. not much of a difference right. BUT HE CAN WALK NOW!!!! back then he can only wobble around.. crawling from sofa to gate. AWWWWWWWWW. and look at that toothy grin! he's got a full roll of teeth now! and he'd wobble ober to hug me now! :D cute right. and he's super fair. got it from his momma. (cue irritating song..)
YA ANYWAYS.
today's his dajie's birthday.. ZIQING! She's 6! round of applause please... to the xiao chang jin.
She used to wear the traditional korean costume everywhere. hehe. now she cant fit into the costume anymore. she's got a lovely agar-agar for her birthday, as opposed to the usual blackforest cake.. it's really nice! and hello kitty too!
really pretty innit?
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Woooooo. school tomorrow. i love new discoveries of old songs.
and i love cute boys. who have a penchant for bears. cuddly ones, duh.
Labels: Happypost, PICTUREZ., Songcraze
Friday, May 1, 2009,
20:13
I dont think so.
Sleeping's such bliss :}
Woke up at 2 today, fucking shiok to sleep for long hours.. but i did wake up in the morning, my body clock working. or was it the alarm? i think i forgot to turn off the alarm. heh. but fell promptly back to sleep after that la. havent slept like that since TWO weeks ago. Ultimate TGIF. or, Thank God it's LD. Same difference since they fall on a friday :D
Momma's birthday's coming! two weeks to go (: i love my mom.
Assignments.. Nas said there's not much, but i keep thinking there's things i've forgotten. hate that nagging voice in the back of my head. i've been wasting today on youtube, msn, wiki, whatnot. wasted a day.
Work yesterday.. was quite siao. went to supper with my KE LICK afterwards :D yes ah. kelick is colleague, dunno why they must make it sound so weird. KE LICK AH! Isaac and Weihao keep bombing me with questions (both having just undergone the process of a breakup...so ya). I wont actually mind them asking questions, but they dont even give me a chance to answer them. they're just irritating me lah. mei you ban fa. so annoying. one on the left one on the right. Isaac say nx time bring more friends, then one infront, one behind, so that i'll have no way of escaping their persistant annoying questions.
Loeiloei have been caught digging away at my bag under the bed a few times already. dunno what she digging also. so noisy it woke me up. siaokia.
Stargaze.
gonna get some work done. BAI!
Hafizzzzzzzzzzz. Nas asked me to put this picture up on me blog. heh heh heh.
Labels: PICTUREZ., Rant., The Whine, Weh random :D, Work :0