jolly fine Bandyaids.
Thursday, August 13, 2009,
01:10
Breaking the habit.
Time check:one ten.
i've got school tomorrow, but i've ALSO got plenty of math to complete. never seems to end, these assignments. friday is Final exams already, so soon. fri, sat, mon, and we're done. holidays for seven weeks. might look for a day job (current job being sort of night.) and earn some extra income.. at the same time, being busy will get my mind off things.
so steve, dont worry so, im not going mad as pie, my head is just stuck in the past, and im having a hard time yanking my head out. i will, in due time.
had a fun chat with Quan.
Quan said (00:12):welcome to the world of complex numbers in rectangular form.
LOL a+bj remind me of anal + blowjob
Eliz you anal bitch.(★). said (00:13):
OH MY GAWD YOUR SO FUCKING DIRTY
and i know. i meant to type YOU'RE.
in the mean time.
When you browse thru other people's life and see the problems they have, compare it to your own, and realize one of two things: your troubles are so minute compared to theirs, or their troubles are so minute compared to yours.
sometimes when you pop back into my life, my mind start ticking, non-stop.
when you hear a song you feel you relate to, but the song is not about how you're feeling.
time is flying, flying like doves. gotta go!
my leg's still swollen. :|
my throat's still gross. :|
random shot taken after Up. check out my awkward hand! and my new bangs too.
Labels: Emorant =\, MSNing ^-^, Ngeeann ah., sick :|
Sunday, July 26, 2009,
23:11
Let's drop.
Went to school on a sunday. first.
Beeying's 18th Birthday Chalet last friday! got drunk. :D funnest ever. met her friends, all so nice and friendly. : D went for cousin ASH'S 21st Birthday Chalet @ Downtown East after bee's. took bee's two packets of unopened sting rays to Ash's chalet :B tasteeeeee.
Busily crazy recently.
went to watch HP and the half-blood prince with aly, catch up and bitch as usual. trying t get her t gym with me. t no avail.
had a crazy week. weeks rushing by, and exams closing in. and holidays coming too (yesyesyes) yay to sleeping in again. havent been getting enough sleep, plus im sick with cough+phlegm+fatigue+every symptoms of the latest flu.
Still can believe i got drunk on sat morning. 'go pluck lemons from the lemon trees outside la!' i remembered.
Saw this and dont know what to think of Team Tiller. seriously.
Going to have many extra classes on monday. my lessons are suppose to end at like. one. after that i've got a one hour break, followed by one hour of math, one hour of eltech, and one and half hour of engmec. hiphip hurray?
gotta meet bee, jw, zq for a followup of the presentation on tuesday too.
FUN OR WHAT? i'd take what anyday.
wanted to skip school to rest, alas. extra classes and all. better to not skip.
bought a new bagpack recently anyway! and 5 new tees. so happy. all the more reasons to go to school *psychos self*
today my aunt asked me why can paint fingernails and still happily go to school. SHE THINKS IM STILL IN SECONDARY SCHOOL LA SIAL. my dyed hair not obvious enough. must dye lighter. red maybe. all the more reason to dye hair : D
My mom bought for me Cadbury dream! im in white chocolately heaven. i told my dad: this will be my breakfast, lunch and dinner for a week. just realize how fattening that'll be. but idk why the sudden craving for chocolate anyway. i think cuz i saw this think scary perfect looking chocolate cake that is wrapped in plastik and i cant like.sneak a bite. so im craving. wdv. im raving.
Looking at the two chalets the past two days, i dont think i might open one on my birthday. so scary. catering food arriving late. fights breaking out. stinky toilets. sandy beds. vomit covered floor. booking out early in the morning. no pets allowed laws. fuck it man. unless someone else wanna handle some of that for me, i think i'll be too afraid to do it.
Long post hoh. havent blogged in agez. and im nuaing in my room. so just spitting my thoughts on my keyboard.
I think. i wanna cut my bangs. again. and dye my hair black. and platinum blond somewhere. think.
still thinking.
GAH. BORED. BYE.
Labels: Out., sick :|, Studyinghard, What i want.
Thursday, May 14, 2009,
23:23
Boy with no name.
Travel the world with me.
x
School started late today, lessons from eight to twelve were cancelled due to Graduation. so our lesson started at 2 :B
Met Nas earlier. slackslack. talktalk. walkwalk. atrium and everywhere. saw Ivan halfway and made him come with us. thn meet Fizzzzzy. :]. Then go class... Engmec. SLEEEEEP. i know right. go class sleep. stupid right. but was feeling unwell. felt like vomitting. have been feeling vomittish for a while already. im not pregnant. shut up. couldnt vomit cuz i didnt eat. sooooo. sleep. then EEPS. HELL YEAH. finally understoon all the wires. and finally learnt how to read the bloody diagramme. quite like sudden enlightenment. sound so bull right. but i just kept pestering Nas and Dhamal (sp?)... and i finally figured out. so fucking proud of myself *beams*.
Peipei's wedding's coming! so soon la. time flies. even when you're not having fun. though i am. bloopbloop.
TSK. feel like. escaping. disappearing. into another timezone for a day and return at the same time. leave at 23.31 for 24 hours and return at 23.31 same day. GAAAAAAAAAH. too much movie. or something. overactive imagination.
I wanna watch X-men AGAIN LEY. really good. Hugh jackman's really hot. so sexy. im gonna watch the previous few x-men movies. YEH. something to look forward to. but like no time to watch leh. shit la.
I want. a deliciously good camera. and. new bedsheets. and. spaghetti. and. wooden bangles. and. Dan brown books. and. foolscape. and. time. and. MONEY. and. a vacation. and. encore contact lenses. ALICIA. MY CONTACT LENS. and. so much more.
i know. right. demand. buy something for me. love.
*bite lips*
Tell me you name, stranger.
Bye. SKL TMR. WLU. DAI. WDING. SATRDY. MSIA. YESAH.
Labels: Booktalk, Hookies., Ngeeann ah., sick :|, Weh random :D, What i want.
Thursday, May 7, 2009,
22:13
Giving up.
.
Had quite a bad morning, was quite sick until the point when i dont really wanna go to school. but i went. for EEPS. lecturer (sir!) said lesson's pretty important, you skip you liao. so i went despite the whinny eliz whining up a storm in my head.
so it was a good idea, until 3 pm. bacause 14 students from PB22 went to Beauty world to eat together. like. class outing. cuz it was a far walk. yes, we walked. working up an appetite huh. so.. food was great, company was awesome, bonding was the best. was so cheerful after that two hours long break.
then come EEPS. i didnt understand a thing. i couldnt decipher the diagrams. and almost everyone else were following along fine. felt like fuck lor. just stood around and peep here and there. wires wires wires. and then nas reminded me the autocad guy's friend dropped out of poly due to EEPS. quite scared ah.
after school, cabbed home with jon. then they dont accept nets. JIAOWEI. so annoyed. so now i owe jon money. Walau.
I dunno why am i writing so much. im going nuts soon. my mom's asking me not to work for another 2 weeks.. cuz of my persistent cough and crazy timetable. ):. i think my immune system shutting down or something.
money eh. money or rest. money or rest. so fucked up.
stress ah.
Have been discussing life/death with my kakis.. What do you wanna be in future? how old do you wanna be when you die?
And i keep thinking.. thinking about life/death a lot recently. past few days lah.
Really demoralized after EEPS. Nas called me, then gave a wee bit boost to my spirits. thn steven called me. said my cough's really fucked up ah, take care of yourself ley. talk about work, army, navy, work, school (scratched the surface), meeting up, unsuccessful meetups.
Just for a minute, let me be. let me let go, let me break, let me scream, let me cry, let me scream. just. because i dont know when i'll just
forget it.
because i dont say.
Labels: Emorant =\, Ngeeann ah., sick :|, Uncertainties
Wednesday, May 6, 2009,
00:15
When im with you.
The boys (:
L-R: Jonathan, hafizzzzzy, nas, harris, iqbar.
Jonathan stays ard. my area. WALAU. and i nvr see him ard before luh. we live 8 minutes' walk from each other lei. went homw w him yesterday. 2 days ago. MONDAY LAH. bus bus bus.
* * * * *
I'm sick. EVERYONE'S sick. Nas is sick. alicia's sick. gerald's sick. EVERYONE IM CHATTING TO VIA MSN IS SICK. gerald said i got it from him thru' the net -.- siao one. hahaha. miss swift's done him in.
SICK AH. FORGOT WHAT I WNA BLOG ALR. TOODS.
Needing the money more than the rest.
Labels: Ngeeann ah., PICTUREZ., Rant., sick :|, Work :0